So I was going to write about the spectacular multi-day meltdown I had at the end of last week, but I didn’t think it was entirely appropriate.

However, because I’m a bizarre nutcase, yesterday you all got to read about a dream that made me cry instead, as that is clearly not saddening or melodramatic in any way, shape or form.

Today I got to wake up after having almost eight hours of unbroken sleep. It has been a very long time since that last happened. I have had a few sleeps over the past month that have come close, but not as close as last night.

It felt good to wake up not entirely wanting to go back to sleep.

On the downside, I’m going to be late and it’s the first Tuesday in over a year I’ll be working from eight to five. However, I get Wednesday off and as of next week I’ll be working eight to four, Monday to Friday.

It’s been a long time since I worked five days in a row. It seems a bit weird to me at the moment. I’m sure that will pass quickly.

Right now I am starting to get sick very fast, my left foot and left shoulder have been bothering me again for the past few days and because of my left foot, I’m having a bit of trouble walking. I’m quite poor and I’ve been eating far worse than I used to. My mood has been fluctuating far more wildly than I am comfortable with and I’m growing tired of this roller coaster.

However, right now I feel very much at peace. I feel confident and strong. I feel that I can achieve what I want, despite how miniscule a chance I have of doing so. I feel as though everything will work out. I feel like me.

I know this feeling isn’t going to last, but it is certainly what I need right now.

Today will be a good day.