Going to try and do something today and I’m not sure if I will succeed but I’m still going to try. Probably shouldn’t be starting this bit of writing off announcing that as it’s easy enough to say I will and then pat myself on the back and move on, but… yeah.

So anyway, today is a day of trying and hopefully succeeding. Of course there is no knowing if there will be success but that’s part of the point of trying, really. If I don’t try I won’t know and if I refuse to know then I won’t try.

Maybe I will try and refuse to know at the same time.

Anyway, I’m sitting here and I’m trying and slowly doing and I’m wondering if today will be an easy day. A busy day is not bad but an easy day would be nice. It would mean a more productive day, though perhaps not productive in the way that I should be productive. Still, productivity in terms of doing the things I want to do is good. It still helps develop things and I get some satisfaction out of it at some point along the way. Journey and all that stuff. Slow progress leads to complete results, but only if the slow progress is warranted.

Sometimes progress moves at whatever pace is necessary and is neither slow nor quick. I guess that makes it steady but any form of progress can be steady, really. It all depends on what is required and how it goes and where slack is allowed.

That’s all I have to say about that so I should get on with the getting on and start doing the thing and see where it takes me. Maybe it won’t take me anywhere but that’s still a journey of sorts. Stillness can be motion but it all depends on how much you’re willing to believe and stretch the concept of journey, but it’s all about learning and all that stuff. Maybe today isn’t about learning but all of it is about learning and so learning is what I will be doing as I get through things and see where they take me, but maybe there just won’t be any journey or learning at all and I have no idea what I’m going on about right now so I’m going to change gears.

Wait; I do know what I was going on about, but it’s just a mess of words that extends one thing well beyond what is necessary, thus wasting everyone’s time. Maybe it wasn’t a waste of my time but it certainly did waste everyone else’s, including mine. Therefore I’ve made a bad decision and should probably go back and fix it all up but I won’t be doing that. Can’t be doing that when the day is today and it all seems nice and fine and relaxed. Plenty of time for wasting time, but I probably shouldn’t as I want to try and do something today.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:01:77

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Written at home.