So I’ve got a few minutes to spare and I’ll have a few more in a few, but right now I have a few that are available so I thought I’d just throw myself into this. Much better than sitting here and preparing, I think; at least, right now it is, or something.

Now I don’t know where to go from here but there’s a nice tune wafting from my speakers.

Anyway, it seems like I do better when I just throw myself into these things and perhaps I should be doing that more often. Hesitation and procrastination is bad, of course, so I need to be trying to do that less. Need to think less about doing these when I’m sitting down to do these and just go for it instead. Really get into it all and write away and get it all done and all that other stuff.

So now that I’ve said that, I guess it is time to reveal my grand plan for today, of which there is none, but we’ll see what comes forward. I’m not holding my breath – this could be the last thing I do all day – but I’m going to try. I want to try and I need to try as I need to push myself far more than I have this year.

It has been a pretty tough year but I don’t want to keep getting bogged down. Right now I’m racing against my finances and hopefully I can get ahead of them. It’s not looking good, but there’s always a chance. There’s always hope and I hope I can get ahead of them sooner rather than later. Means getting a new job so I need to keep trying there and I need people to stop telling me to keep on going because something will come my way. It’s not helpful coming from people who are quite comfortable in their jobs.

So now that I’ve said that I think I can move toward whatever else awaits me at the end of the road that is Monday; specifically, today’s Monday. Maybe there will be plenty of things and maybe there will be nothing. Maybe there will be a balance between the two. I’d much rather balance, or I’d much rather not have balance. I am yet to decide at this stage, but I’m sure I’ll decide before I need to decide, though maybe it will be after I decide.

The sun is out and it’s nice. It is pleasant to see the sun. It is spring at the moment and it will get warmer. It quite likely will get far too warm, but right now where the temperature sits is nice and seeing the sun is nice too. It helps illuminate the rooms and… yeah.

So anyway, I think that with that all out of the way it is time to say a few more things before I go on and say less things. However, I’ve got nothing left at this moment.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:13:00

There’s some stuff here that would work better expanded upon and I don’t know why I keep not doing so.

Written at home.