Gonna try and race out a few words of non-wisdom. Got nothing, but gonna try anyway.

Listening to music. Sitting. Rambling. Trying to get the thing done. Wondering if I will have enough space and silence to get the thing done. Not really wondering anything. Who knows what will happen from here.

It’s a fine day of misery, and yesterday’s walk was a miserable one too. It was wet and rainy, and a bit dangerous too, but that was fine. It was what was needed at that particular juncture, and so I’m all okay with it, and all that stuff. I’m okay with not having the best of times all the time. Kind of have to be, you know? But this one was nice in its misery.

The waves I saw were massive. The ocean was surging and heaving against cliff sides, and the wind was equally powerful at times. Rain fell in clusters, and the sense of relent was only temporary between its brief bursts.

It didn’t get too heavy, though. The wind was a different story, however.

That’s all there is to say about yesterday. Heavy weather experienced without a jacket, and the umbrella was rendered useless. Just got wet and walked along a bit of coastline and saw massive waves. Experienced the power of nature. Will happily experience again whilst feeling like crap.

Now I sit here inside and safe from the weather, though it’s not raining. That’s alright; that’s nice. I keep on going and I charge forward into the safety of a chair, and I keep on going after that, and all is well and all is good, but all is boring. But I’m safe, so I’m good. I’m comfortable, and comfort is a nice thing to have.

Or… is it?

No, it is, but one should try and remain restless where they can. Comfort frees up time, and that’s time that needs to be used, though relaxing is also a good thing to do. Need balance; can’t go too hard one way or the other. Or you can, but you need to not go too far. Need your health where you can get it.

I think I’ve said all that I can say today. I’m trying to think of things, but I’m just tired and I need to write and I’ve nothing coming out. Should probably finish writing about some things that I started and dropped. That’s a good use of the time that I have.

Only have about two minutes before I need to be back at my desk, however, and so I’ll just probably stop this. I’ll probably go back to my desk in a short moment. Get some water, get back to work. Do the things that I need to do and carry on until I go home and then I’ll do the same there. But we’ll see what the future holds. Perhaps there will be no carrying on, but rather a little bit of carrying off, which would be different.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:16:71

Good speed. Not great writing. I feel that perhaps it’s too scattered.

Written at work.