Waiting for a food delivery for an event. This is, of course, the best time to start writing. You know, when there’s a low amount of time, but I want to see if I can beat the delivery person in terms of time. Maybe this is a race. A race toward nothing and there are no rights. No bragging, no congratulatory; just sore fingers from smacking the keys far too hard, as though typing harder will mean typing faster. But I digress.

I wish I rested more and that is not what I am doing right now. I am sitting here, waiting for a delivery. I am sitting here and I am working and I am waiting for a delivery and I am trying to get this done to kill time between bits of work. I can do it and I keep on doing it, but there is no telling on if I will be able to do it. But I will be able to do it, or I won’t be able to do it and there is only one way to find out.

It’s in situations like these where I think sometimes the best of us cam come forward, as well as the worst. Ergo, it’s probably better to consider that the truth of our abilities might be more able to come forward. To be honest, the pressure is not high in the slightest. It’s there and it urges me along, and I keep on going. I keep on typing, and type away I do and I will get there or I won’t. It is easy to see that there are two outcomes. But if I don’t get there, then the chances are this won’t be seen and I’ll just go on with my life. I’ll forget about this rambling in the same way I forget about all my rambling and then I’ll go from there, or here, or wherever I will go. Such is the way and such is the life of things. The thing of things. The string of strings.

I think I need to think less and do more, but I also need to be more conscious of that which is around me. I think I need to do a lot of things and I need to try and get this done, and I don’t know where the food person is. I don’t know where they are and that concerns me as I know they are indeed close. Maybe they are finding parking. Who is to say? Only they know and I don’t know what they do and do not know, or what they are doing beyond trying to get something over here. That is how it all goes when you trust others to fulfill their end of the deal.

That sounds far worse than it is. I’m looking forward to their arrival and I’m looking forward to this event going ahead. I’m looking forward to a lot of things, and this is one of them

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:59:04

Good speed and not entirely nonsensical.

Written at work.