A bit frozen today but it’s not the worst thing in the world. Could be much worse. Could be better, but could be much worse. Need to keep that in mind as if I don’t keep it in mind it’s then out of mind and I need to chase after it and I don’t feel much like going on a lengthy digression that leads to nowhere right now as I’m a bit tapped out. I feel I’ve got no digressions to go on and if I’ve none to go on I’ve nothing to ride into the infinite distance that never arrives. It just stretches out beyond all that I can be bothered to see and so i0nstead of all that chasing I just want to sit down and not think of much.

Now that I say that, of course much is what comes into my brain and so much is now what I need to think of, but I’ve got more important things to think of, but now it’s much. It’s much and it’s too much to think of much at the moment, but what am I gonna do? I’m just gonna keep on stretching out the idea to the maximum possible stretching and then call it a day, but of course the day is already called a day and so I can’t really call it that, but I can and so that is what I will call it.

Where am I going with this? This could be packed to the brim with something that says something but instead all I’m saying is very little. Of course this isn’t different from the norm but I’m really feeling it today and that’s not a good thing. I do wish it was a good thing, however, as if it was a good thing then I could say that it was a good thing and I’d be free to parade this fact around whilst I recline in a parading chair that does the parading for me and… I don’t know what I’d do if that happened, to be honest.

So now I’ve come to the point where I try to tie all of this together but there is nothing to tie together, I’m afraid. There is nothing going on and I’m just waiting to defrost a little more so I can get on with the day. It’s taking some time and so I’m not happy about that, but sometimes that’s the way the frost defrosts so I sit here waiting whilst I try to keep that in mind as I don’t want it to be out of mind as that causes all sorts of issues and I just don’t want to deal with them at the present moment.

Then again, maybe I could just let that happen and then give up on the rest of the day. That is a valid approach; it might not be the best approach, but it is valid.

Then again, maybe it is not; I have no idea.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:07:10

Not the best thing I could’ve written. I think I relied too much on repetition here. It wasn’t beneficial.

Written at home.