Alright, here we go. I don’t know as to how long this will be at this current moment, but I guess we’ll find out once I find that I’ve reached the end of whatever it is that I am writing about at this particular morning of days.
I’ve been awake since before six in the morning. Probably should have gone back to sleep, but I woke up, became alert and found myself moving closer to not being inert. That might have to do with many factors that I may or may not be aware of and that doesn’t matter in this particular bit of text so I won’t go down that path. The main thing is I woke up a lot sooner than I had hoped and now I am tired and the shift of work is yet to begin, so today is already feeling like it is going to be a long day. However, there must be a way in which I can use that to my advantage.
I need to get a few more things done before the commencement of the shift of work, so that is a thing. I am rambling right now which is also a thing. I need to do stuff and to be honest I should not be writing at this particular juncture of time and space, but I’m a creature of habit and perhaps there will be some sort of wisdom that comes out of all of this at the end.
Well, there’s that and that my writs of the right being sore once more from too much use of the mouse, so this is also a kind of exercising at the moment, which is why the whole thing is probably going to be flat and uninspired, but I need to exercise it. However, there are probably better ways of exercising the wrist on the arm that belongs to my right side, but writing is working to some extent so I think I’ll stick with writing, unless it turns out that that is not the best thing to do, in which case I’ll still stick with writing but also do other things so as to make sure the wrist is well-stretched and well-rested. It’ll end up with far more rest than I currently have, so that might just be a good thing. Could also be a bad thing, but hopefully it will be good. Would rather good than bad.
There are a few things that I’ve been wanting to talk about for a while, but I’ve been holding off as I don’t feel I have the right words to express what it is that I want to express about said topics. However, there may be a time when I’m going to have to ignore that lack of proper phrasing and effective wording in the form of sentences that make sense in order to make the point that I want to make. I don’t think that I could do a better job than anyone else; I just want to say certain things about current events, but would rather I say them properly instead of in a form that looks like a complete and utter mess, such as this bit of text once I have finished it off.
Well, now that I’ve got that out of the way I don’t know as to what else I can convey in this particular morning. I’m tired. I need to do things. There are things that I want to say but feel I should wait until I can say them better. That pretty much sums up the whole thing. I guess there is no more else to say at the current moment other than I need to water my plants so they can be healthy and keep on thriving. I feel as though I should try and be the best possible me that I can today, but we’ll see how the customers bring that down today. Work is not going to be fun, but it will be a thing that I need to deal with. Probably going to be a test of perseverance today, depending on how things go of course.
Looking for another job (still), but nothing I can do safely (given the current climate) about so the hunt continues. Maybe I’ll return to university. Maybe I’ll do that. Continue my education. Hope that I don’t end up having small meltdowns again. There is always hope and with the strength of conviction and action behind the conviction, there is always a chance of getting things done in as safe a way as possible, assuming the means are available. I guess there need to be the steps taken. Or something.
Anyway. I think that I’ve gone on for far too long at this point so I guess I should look at trying to wrap this all up. Work starts soon and I need to get moving on if I want to make sure that I get in on time and am as ready as possible. With that being said, there still is a bit of space left to go and If I am going to wrap this up I need to think of my closing words that will help bring this all to a close. I don’t know as to what I am going to say. This has just been rambling all morning for the last however long I’ve been writing, of which I am currently unsure, so I guess well see how this ends within the next few sentences.
Anyway, with that all out of the way I hope you have enjoyed this small ramble. If you haven’t, well, I hope you at least decided to read the whole thing. Maybe you checked out and that too is fine. It’s a bit of a mess, but it’s also incredibly banal. Realistically, it’s the same as I always write, but perhaps a little less fantastic.
Oh well. I’ll just move onto other things for the next few minutes.
The time it took to write one thousand words: 10:35:93
I made quite a few spelling mistakes as I wrote this lengthy ramble. Hopefully I’ve cleaned them all up (as well as any extraneous characters).
This is a pretty rambling and messy bit of writing. I moved through it pretty fast but I think I was a little too active in my thinking and as a result the writing suffered more than usual.
Written at home.