I don’t know as to why I am doing another one of these so soon after finishing the last one, but I feel as though I have a bit of a plan of which I want to go through. Perhaps this is some sort of experiment of which I am trying to indulge. I can’t tell you id that is indeed the case, but we’ll find out once I get to the end of this, or maybe we won’t It is all too early in the day to tell, even though it is almost the evening, and by almost I mean a few hours away. If we were not in the period known as “daylight savings” we would definitely be quite close to the evening. However, right now we are not and as such we are doing things that are related to the afternoon, even though they are not. Who is “we”? Well, it is a generalised group of people that I am making grand assumptions about in regards to what they do in their time in the afternoon.
Anyway, that is not the point of this writing, although there is no real point, but that may or may not come around later. What the point is is to express a whole series of words connected to each other without saying much at all. Hopefully there is nothing said, but I don’t know if that will indeed be the case. Not at the end of this yet.
Anyway, we’ll see what happens. Maybe this will be a dismal failure. Maybe it will be entertaining. Maybe there will be nothing that will come of it and then one day in a few years I will remember my writing this and think to myself as to how silly this bit of writing was. Maybe I will think about that. I know that I’ve considered some things I’ve written a few years ago to be a bit silly and perhaps even embarrassing, but I still leave them up. I wrote them and they exist and that is not something of which I can run away from in this day and age. Oh well. It happens. Learn from your writing mistakes and become a better writer where you can as you can only improve and get better if you try to improve and get better. It is a good way to go about things.
Yes, we should all do a bit more learning about things and become better at knowing things so we can be better to the people and the earth and the creatures and everything that we can be better toward. It is a good idea to learn and gain knowledge and then contribute to creating more knowledge. Always a good thing and I’m not sure why people rally against the idea.
Okay, I know as to why some people rally against the idea, but there are groups of people who rally against the idea of gaining knowledge and learning and growing and I don’t understand as to why those groups of people don’t want to learn. It seems like a bit of a loss and it also seems a bit disappointing. However, unfortunately that is the way that things go and sometimes you have to work a little harder to reach people so that they know better and thus the improvement of things can continue, hopefully unabated where possible.
It is a problem.
Anyway, now that I have that out of the way, I realise that I’ve put some meaning into this. There is now a sense of poignancy. It is now poignant, or maybe it is not. Maybe I am using the wrong word here. I don’t’ want to find out right now. I don’t want to learn. However, I have done what I was not aiming to do (assuming that is indeed not what I was aiming to do(and now the mask has come off. The veil has been lifted and summarily thrown away. I cannot abate the deception anymore.
Wait. I cannot hold onto the deception anymore. That’s better.
Anyway, here we go. now you all know and I have revealed top much and this is a problem as now I don’t know as to how I can continue with the writing of this post. I don’t know as to here I can go from here. This is an issue and I need to address it with the haste of someone that addresses things… hastily. That works.
Well, maybe I shouldn’t. Maybe I should accept my folly and just try to do better. That would make more sense. Well, maybe it wouldn’t but it would make for something else. Accepting responsibility for one’s own mistakes is a good thing to do. Helps learn and grow. You own your mistakes, you can change things around. Well, not in all instances, but perhaps you can make things a little better in some way. You can grow as a person so long as you keep an eye on yourself. If you’re not going to tolerate bullshit, that does mean that you should not tolerate your own bullshit.
Reflection and self-criticism is good, but being too harsh on yourself is bad. Don’t want to do that. Need to strike a fine balance so that you’re not just bogging yourself down in crap. At the same time, can’t just let yourself off the hook. Need to be a responsible individual for the betterment of the community. Need to do all that stuff.
Anyway, I don’t know where I am going with this anymore. I think I’ve been a little too something something. I don’t know. I can’t think of words right now.
I need to stop saying “I don’t know”. It’s not good. Well, it is good, but using too much can harm the context and make the term meaningless. Don’t want to do that.
Well, I think now that I’ve said that, I’m going to stop writing until I do more writing.
The time it took to write one thousand words: 09:55:86
Fast. I think.
I feel as though if I had twisted this into some sort of fiction then perhaps it would read better. There’s some good stuff in there, though it’s not said well.
Written at home.