Really needing to pull myself out of this slovenly stupor upon which I am currently engaging within. It’s not good for being productive and I don’t like that. Being lazy is fun and all, but I’m slipping and I need to get a bit more of a grip.

Struggling on all fronts but so long as I can pout everything aside and keep on going and get back to the act of doing things, I am sure that I can get to the end of at least this, whatever this happens to be. Of course it is one of those “We will see” things, but I really need to make an effort to pull out of this odd tailspin of doing nothing that I’m firmly engaging with.

I don’t quite like to be overtly personal with these writings very much. I did that at one point and now I don’t want to do it as I don’t feel like it, but of course there is a bit of being personal in most of the things that I write anyway, so there you go. Anyway, that’s beside the point. What I’m saying here is that this is an overtly personal bit of writing in that it is overtly personal due to my expressing my being rather lazy and not expending enough effort to stop being lazy, which is something that I’m now going to work on trying to stop so that OI can get back t0 where I was before December as that is when I really slowed down on everything. I don’t think it is entirely to do with NaNoWriMo, but maybe it is, but in any event now is the time where I stop the being slow and lazy. Now is where I just sit down and write and keep on working on it and get back to being better about things.

There already is a lot that I need to do and of course not enough time to get it all done in, but so long as I keep on pushing forward and just keep on working on things, I’m sure that I will get to a point where I can consider myself as being back on top of things, or at least most of the way toward climbing that pile.

Of course this does require the actual placing of effort and realistically I don’t think I should be saying anything about it as now that I have, I can congratulate myself on an effort and reap the rewards of the endorphin release for announcing it all to the world and so on and so forth. However, something something and I’m just going to get on with it for the rest of the day and hope that somehow I get a bit more rather than a bit less done and just start working hard on everything and… well, yeah.

On a side note, it’s hot outside and I’m just going to sweat and keep being lazy, or not.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:54:88

Not great, but I have noticed I’ve not been holding myself as accountable to my not “creating”, so… yeah. You all get this bit of writing.

Written at home.