Alright, so today is a fresh one.
I am hoping to get out as many words as I possibly can before the start of my shift and that probably won’t happen, but you never know with these things.
I think I can manage more than one and less than… an amount that is greater than one. We’ll just have to- see, though that is something that is always part of the thing with the writing, so… yeah.
Anyway, I sit here and I wait. I spend time waiting and then once it all begins I spend some more time waiting, but of course the thing that I am waiting for changes.
The shift has started and luckily enough I am in the quiet section. I have a low amount of work to do and so I must find other thigs to do, but it is always easiest spent sitting down and doing nothing, for that is the way that the day rots away and therefore I can drift off to somewhere else.
I can try and find myself in the clouds and see how I’m doing, but perhaps that would be a little too intense of a thing to do as it would mean stepping out of myself and all of that other stuff, and personally I don’t feel like going on a journey like that at the moment as it takes up a lot of time and time is something in short supply. I don’t think I can spare the time at the present moment. There are other things that I could do, however, but of course I will not do them as it is easier to sit down and wait for the day to move onto whatever next thing that comes my way is. It’s a cycle and right now I’m peddling harder than usual.
So anyway, from here I guess what I need to cover is something that implies some sort of progress. However, there is no progress from where this bit of writing started. It ends where it started which is with very little value in the grand scheme of things, but that’s okay as today is a slow day. It could be much, much worse, so therefore I feel alright with this bit of writing going nowhere. Maybe it should go somewhere. Maybe from here it can transform into something beautiful, but of course that is forever in doubt as that is not what I want to do at this particular moment. At this particular moment in time and in space I want to let the day continue to drift on and off into nothingness. I don’t want to see any achievement coming from what it is that I’m doing and so that is the way the whole thing shall progress.
Perhaps that is not the best attitude and angle I should take at the moment, but that is what I am doing and I shall continue onward until I no longer feel like it.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:36:01
Another bit of writing that was a struggle to write.
I think that in this particular instance it is due to being rather tired.
Doesn’t really justify the quality of the writing though.
Written at home.