This probably is a rather silly thing to do right now, but I’m going to do it. Then I’m going to rest.

Right now I’m rather ill and despairing, woe is me and so on and so forth. However, I’m doing my best to keep on going. That’s what I want to do and of course I hope to get better, but then again, that’s not really different from the norm so I don’t know as to why I’m mentioning it, if I am to be honest.

Being sick sucks and… well, I don’t know what else to say. It could be better; it could be worse. I’m doing my best to persevere.

What is anyone meant to say in these situations? What do I say about being sick that hasn’t been said before? Is there even any need to say anything further? I imagine that there isn’t. Really, this could end here and that’s where I draw it as what I need to focus on is persevering and getting better, and not on updating this place, but I will keep on doing so for now as that’s what I do and it (among other things) gives me something to do. Need to have something to do so I don’t get bored.

There are, of course, other things that I need to do but I won’t get into that right now. I won’t get into that as I don’t want to get into that. I do know, however, that I want to rest.

I think my stubbornness is not paying off in the right way as I’m still writing this even though I should stop. I’m still writing despite a need for rest. I need to rest but I desire to write and get across whatever it is that I need to get across.

Really there’s nothing to get across here, but so long as I pretend that there is, then maybe there is some comfort in writing this all out. Of course there are no guarantees, but I hope that there is some comfort in writing all of this. I know that maybe, somehow it will make me feel better in some manner. I’ll have felt like I accomplished something, even if it is something that’s not worth the time and effort spent in getting it all down.

Needing to rest sucks sometimes, but sometimes you’ve got to do it. Sometimes you’ve got to sit down and take it easy and let the body do its thing. You need to try and stay healthy, or as healthy as you can at the given time and sometimes that is easier said than done. Right now I feel it’s easier said than done, but I hope that’s not the case.

In any event, I’m sick and so on and so forth and I’ll just keep on doing my best to rest and get better. Hopefully getting better comes sooner rather than later, but really I just hope this doesn’t get worse.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:44:17

Not sure what I was trying to say here.
Probably not much.

Written at home.