Five-Hundred Word Challenge 1141: Just Lose

There was a thing that I was banging out yesterday but I could not finish it before I had to head out due to shooting a gig and so it was scrapped, which is a shame as it was truly bad writing. Maybe it was for the best but I’m not here to work that out right now. I’m here to continue on forward.

I want to get a bit of pep into my step and then go gliding along through valleys and over crests and I want to see where this all leads. I want to see if there is anything at all that could provide something more than nothing and I will follow it all and go somewhere and see some wondrous sights. However, before all of that I need to find a way to get from the start of this to the end of this and I need to make sure that I take that into consideration.

I think that as I think about this I find myself moving away from this, though I am not moving out of my own volition. How I am moving is through the power of drifting away. My thoughts are carrying me elsewhere and I am powerless to resist, so resist I shall not do as there are other things to worry about anyway and so I will worry about those things. I won’t worry about this right now.

Now here’s an issue because this is what I am currently doing and so this is what I should be worrying about. I shouldn’t be thinking about what else there is out there and what else may happen later on, but I just can’t help myself in this particular instance and so… something something and so on and so forth and so you get the idea of how it all travels.

Then again, perhaps you don’t, but perhaps you do and I don’t and really I’ve believed that I know all this time which has really just been my tricking myself into believing that I do when I clearly do not, and so I’m not sure as to how to go about things from here because my whole world is shattering before me as I realise the depths of my ignorance know far less bounds than I originally thought and so now I must face off against my greatest foe: myself.

So from here I need to do a lot of training and get really buff and agile so I can do the fight and in that fight I will learn that I should be focusing on this and not that, but if I focus on this I may just lose, but perhaps I need to lose in order to win, or maybe I need to win in order to win.

You know, I’m just not sure as to where I’m going with this so I think the best solution is to just get to the last word and wrap this up.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:07:91

I shot a gig last night and am a bit more fatigued than usual. Kind of alright with my being able to throw this silliness together, but I wonder if I could’ve done better with more sleep.

Written at home.

About Stupidity Hole

I'm some guy that does stuff. Hoping to one day fill the internet with enough insane ramblings to impress a cannibal rat ship. I do more than I probably should. I have a page called MS Paint Masterpieces that you may be interested in checking out. I also co-run Culture Eater, an online zine for covering the arts among other things. We're on Patreon!
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