Time is a bit tighter than I thought it would, but had I taken more action throughout the day I’d be in less of a predicament. Soon there will be recording and it is recording in which I need to engage in as I’ve been putting it off for far too long. This will of course be followed by more procrastination but sometimes you just procrastinate and when you do that things still happen and things will still happen, but I’ve got to be more of an active participant in those things.
Maybe it’s not the best idea to rush ahead with doing things right now and maybe I should be preparing but that is just what I do. Of course I could do things differently but I won’t and so this will continue and as it continues I will continue to do the thing that I always do. Such is the way of things that I allow to happen and I’ll probably keep allowing them to happen for some reason.
Maybe I shouldn’t be writing about this as it offers nothing. Of course it’s good to think about but unless I take action, all I’m doing is spinning the wheels whilst keeping them off the ground.
Sometimes spinning is a thing that happens but I’m not here to spin things; I’m just here to crap on into a void filled with detailed nothingness and I keep on going on and that’s the way it all goes. Such is the way of things, or something. Maybe there is no way of things and really all I’m doing is trying to find some sort of anchor point in a reality filled with chaos and nothingness so as to be able to better justify my actions or lack thereof. Maybe there is nothing at all to go on about and so I should stop doing what I’m doing and actually do something and then go from there, but… well, as all things that seem to be cyclical, this is cyclical and I’m sure that I’ll get on with the getting on soon enough.
I think about how, two months ago I was getting a fair bit more done but I also was doing a lot of walking. I’ve heard it said that exercise is good for productivity and maybe it is, but maybe what really is good for productivity is being healthy where possible. It probably is but I don’t actually know as that’s not something I studied and I doubt I ever will, but I still will do my best to be better, but that’s not important right now. What is important is making sure that this month is a busy one. There is a lot to do and I need to start doing it for if I don’t I won’t get enough done and it’ll be another month of things piling up for no reason.
Anyway, with all of that said I guess I should actually wrap this rambling up.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:32:39
Not the worst writing I’ve done and not the best.
Written at home.