It certainly is a day, though the day has mostly faded at this stage so I should call it a period of late afternoon in the period known as a day.
I’ve been thinking about a lot of things and some of them involve how to get out of the rut I always dig myself into, but those thoughts aren’t worth expressing here as it takes too long for someone as lazy as I am, and I really am lazy today. Maybe tomorrow there will be the expressing of things, but for now there will be no expression as there is no need for expression. There only is a need to relax and relaxing is what I am trying to do as I need to relax before the rest of the day comes this way.
Soon the period that is referred to as the evening will arrive and it will be something that I need to interact with in some manner as I will be moving thorough the body of the evening, even if I am not outside, for evening envelopes all and 0nce it does, that’s it; there is no escaping it. Believe me, I have tried.
I won’t try tonight but I certainly will do my best to do what I can to put it far away from me as I’d rather the distance than the engagement, and even then I know that there is no distance I can run before it reaches me. There is no escaping the evening for its reach is eternal and so its giant, shadowy mass is forever here when it it here and I cannot move fast enough to stay a few steps ahead of it at any given point of time.
Maybe I just need to embrace the evening rather than try and ignore it and maybe that is the way forward. Maybe in doing that I will finally find myself in a position where I become far more powerful than I could possibly ever imagine and then I can go on a spree of helping. Either that or I will somehow become a better writer and then I’ll be able to write all that I want anywhere I want however I want. There is no telling as to what could happen and I dare dream about the possibilities today.
I dare dream, and verily so.
So I think that I need to get on with things as I cannot keep procrastinating about stuff as there are things that I need to do and there are places that I do not need to be, so I’ll just keep on with whatever it is that I need to keep on going on about and once that is all done I’ll just figure out the rest. I won’t avoid the evening but I’ll go on as though I am moving though things without a care and I’ll see where that takes me. I’ll embrace it all later, when I’m feeling a bit prepared.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:17:97
I was mostly expecting to get something out, but perhaps not as silly as this.
Written at home.