I am trying to relax a little, or I was until I decided that it was time to stop faffing about and time to start getting stuff done. That said, the music that I have playing right now is perhaps a little too dramatic for what I want to be doing. Oh well.

Sometimes you just want to ease into things, even if you are going “enough is enough”, but sometimes you just launch into them anyway.

So I’m sitting here and I’m writing this but I’m not sure if this is the best thing I could be doing. It is a start and a start is good, but still, there are so many other things I could be doing, such as editing reviews, which I will be doing soon; I just need to crap on a bit first.

Maybe I’ll do some more music writing and maybe once the grass grows so high that I can no longer see outside the window I’ll crap on a bit more and then spin around for a while.

There is a whole day outside and it is something that I should be experiencing, but for now I am sitting here and going on about things that matter not as much as I would like for them to matter, but that’s okay. That’s fine.

The pain in my hand starts spreading out and I can’t help but wonder if it is brought on in part by the keyboard of my laptop, as I’ve never found this one the most comfortable or ergonomic. It could also be based on how I type, in which I sue four fingers rather than eight and the thumbs. I think that at some point I need to relearn how to type as this is not the most effective way of doing it. It has gotten me about for quite a long time but I recognise the need to change, and perhaps sooner rather than later.

Sometimes I wonder about how long it would take for the grass to grow so long that it would cover the window but I won’t be in this house long enough to find out. Soon my partner and I will move and in moving we’ll have a new frame of reference outside whatever windows we have. We’ll have old views and we’ll have old opportunities and that’s okay, so long as we’re not having to fight our real estate to get damage fixed.

I think that’s all I have for right now but I’m going to do a bit more crapping on. I think I should definitely go outside today. I spend too much time inside and there’s a whole world out there. I need to do more walking; there are things that I still want to do. I’m restless but I also need to sit down, but I can’t sit down for too long; I’ll just want to get back up again and go back to wandering about and seeing the world.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:13:86

Toward the end I felt as though I should have kept going. However, I needed to stop due to hand pain. Bit of a shame but I’d also rather stop and not overextend. That said, this took a bit of time to get started, so to speak.

Written at home.