Doing another run through speed in order to see if I can get a thing written in a quick manner.

I have a plan for today and that plan is ‘get all the gunk cleared and see if I can actually, finally, write something of value’. For that to happen, I’m gonna churn out a lot of crap today. I’m also going to get back on track with working toward wrapping up the blog, because I had a plan and getting dumped was not part of that, and things have derailed so I need to get back on track with that. I need to get back to getting back to getting back, or something.

I feel as though I’ve been dislocated in space and time, in a sense. I feel I’ve been drifting aimlessly and not saying what I’ve wanted to say. I’ve a chance to do so, and what I want to say is… well, not much, really. But I’ve wanted to write things and I had a specific plan, and I think it’s now time to get back on track. I think I’m going to fall behind a bit and I might not be successful, but if I say what that plan is, then I know I won’t do it. So I’ve got to try and get back to that. I think I can, but I don’t know if I can. Only one way to find out, really.

So I’m sitting here and its cold and I’m trying to race forward. I feel like shit this morning, but I’m, going to do what I want to do. I’m going to push on, even if that means that my hands hurt from all the typing rapidly. Today is gonna be a day of crap; a day where I just produce nonsense, and I’ll get that done and then I’ll move forward. Maybe I’ll get some good done, too.

It will be interesting to see how the rest of the year unfold. I’ve about nine months before the end of the blog. Might be less, which means I’m going to have to do some really serious, intense rambling if I want to get everything done, but I think I can do it. I’ve done worse. I’ve done more intense things, though not over as long a period. But we’ll see. It’s always “We’ll see”, really, but we will. I will. Not sure if you will.

But I’ve got a day to conquer and a bit of writing to try and wrap u[p as quickly as I can. I’ve things I need to get done throughout today, and among that will be periods of rest. Need to rest as much as need to be productive. Things keep changing and swirling around, but I think I can see a point where maybe, just maybe, I’ll be okay and be able to achieve something. I hope I can. If not, I gave it a good go.

Just need to ride the next wave.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:26:89

Decent speed. Fast. Bit of meandering, but I got there in the end.

Written at home.