You know, I’m really glad this year is over.
Although tomorrow being start of a new year doesn’t mean anything much when it comes to the progression of life as it’s a human-made thing, I’m still glad that this is the last day of 2014.
It has not been a fun year.
Bills.
Foot injury.
Getting dumped.
Losing my focus for study.
Having to shift into a small room in my place and pay more rent than what it’s worth.
Taps leaking constantly.
Uncertainty regarding knowing whether I’ll still be living at my place or not due to the sale of it.
Almost getting run over multiple times.
Unnecessary stress from work.
A water feature forming in my living room during heavy rain.
The real estate avoiding working on it.
Panic attacks.
Unnecessary stress from housemates.
Burning out.
There have been some good things though.
The tap has been fixed and I don’t have to move.
I’ve been seeing my ex again. We’re slowly working through everything.
I can still cycle.
Bills are getting paid.
Have seen a few good bands.
Had some really enjoyable times hanging out with people.
Began parkour.
Took a lot of photos I liked.
Formed stronger bonds.
Yelling out loudly whilst in the bush in the Blue Mountains and feeling quite relieved afterwards.
Began writing again.
Have recorded more music than I normally would.
I’m glad I came out of this year alive. I don’t regret all that happened, but I’ll be happy to keep everything as a memory. I do look forward to having a bit of a better time next year. And even if it doesn’t go as well as I hope, I’ll still see it through.
I’m going to keep working on what I enjoy and what what drives me. I’m going to keep on kicking.
2015? Bring it on.


