Crashing crush and roll over and hope for the best and all of that stuff.
Pushing through the pain, should rest though. Should do a lot of things, but resting is the priority, but that is not what I am doing right now, Pushing past the pain to present something, then perhaps I will once more disappear into my cone of silence in the hopes that there is a little more silence in there, or out here, as it were.
The heat has absconded with itself and so there’s a nice coolness in the house and that is something that right now I appreciate as I prefer to work without sweating profusely. Sweating through the result is more satisfying than sweat through the process of being too warm, I think, though of course it all depends on what you think and how you feel and all of that other stuff.
Anyway, it’s nice and cool and it has been a nice day and there was little done in the way of productivity, but sometimes that is the way that things go and that is something that one has to accept in order to be able to keep on going with the way of things in order to become a better person, or something. At least a more productive person. There are gonna be times when the body needs a rest and that is something that should be heeded.
However, this was not a day that was not productive due to rest. It was not productive due to work and also due to overestimating my abilities once more.
You see, I went for a cycle to go grab an order I placed for a couple of drinks and I felt that if I was going to get alcohol, then I should at least make it worth the journey and cycle to where I ordered it, and so I placed the order for a place that was about seven to eight kilometres away. Not that far a distance, but considering my low effort when it comes to cycling frequently, it was something to take it out of me, and it certainly did. The whole trip was meant to take an hour, but it took closer to two. There was a lot of stopping and there was some walking. This is of course not an efficient way to cycle, but when you’re unfit and being lazy about it and hop onto a bike which is heavy and in need of servicing, then maybe it makes the art of cycling a little more challenging than it needs to be and of course that is all on me. However, I still did so and I don’t regret the act, but I am constantly reminded of my need to look after myself better than I do, which of course is on me. And so there you have a little bit of my life of which occurred today.
Kind of put so many things to the side and now I’m feeling a little tired and sleepy, but I think I will get through it as I need to as I still need to cook dinner soon and I still need to do a bit of writing and also do some more writing.
This might just be a bit of a busy evening and that’s fine. I can get through it. I can get to the end of it and then sleep and hopefully not wake up really early as that is something I much don’t enjoy, unless I have a reason to.
Now, where was I going with all of this? I think that there was a point that I was trying to make, but now I’m not so sure and now I need to work out as tow here I go from here, other than toward the end as fast as possible as that often is the goal, though to be more correct it is part of the goal rather than the goal.
Anyway, now I don’t know what else to say. To be honest, I wasn’t really planning on saying anything about what I did today, but that’s what happened. There wasn’t much to say and that’s alright, but now I have all of this space and I don’t know how to fill it. I don’t want to waste the space, but I don’t know how to utilise what I have and perhaps that is a slight issue. Need to find a way to make the most of it and get to the end of this, but I don’t want to waste your time as then I’m wasting your time.
Now I’m wondering as to just how much of what I’ve written is a waste of time.
Correction: How much I’ve written that I’ve also released to the public. Probably more than I would like to believe. Oh well. That has now been done and now I am doing this and I guess it could be much worse, but of course it could be much better.
I think that I need to just find a way to wrap this up so that I can go and cook as I am feeling a little bit peckish. Bit of an issue if I don’t do anything about it, but I will be. Make something easy and all of that other stuff. Just be lazy about the cooking and then do the cooking and thus the food is cooked and then there will be the eating and then there will be more resting, but knowing me I’ll probably spend more time writing so that I can then have written more. Can’t take a break from NaNoWriMo just yet. Got to wait until I finish it before I can rest.
Well, now that that all has been said and I managed to fill more of the space, I think it really is time for me to go and cook, so I’m going to do that instead of continuing this.
The time it took to write one thousand words: 11:10:26
I think I stretched myself thin with this one.
Written at home.