Gotta do that no faffing about thing this morning. Need to power up and power on and get on with the things that I need to do. Need to slay the obligation beast and bury it and pay my respects. It was a good fight and one that I would happily have again… wait; no it isn’t. I don’t want to fight that thing ever again and it was not a good fight in any way, shape or form.
There are other things that need to be fought and slayed and they shall fall in line. It will all happen in some predetermined order, though of course there needs to be some sort of implication that the order is not predetermined, despite how flimsy that implication is.
Personally I’d prefer the implication to be incredibly flimsy as that makes more fun for me, or something, but that is not something that I will get into at the present moment as there are other things that I want to talk about. Of course I won’t talk about them and instead go on an aimless diatribe about how I won’t be explaining the implication thing and moving onto other things, thus taking up far more time than necessary, but that is the way it goes here and sometimes that is the better way of doing things, or something.
Of course I need some space and preparation to do all of that and of course I won’t make the time to have the space to be able to prepare, so therefore this is doomed already. It was probably doomed before I even started writing, but there is always the direction of “up” that can be taken and therefore I could go “up”, but who knows if that is really leading “down” or not?
Certainly not I, for there are many a thing I do not know and this is (of course) just one of those many a thing. Therefore, where do I go from here? Do I cross the crossroads and then go somewhere away from the crossroads, creating my own path, or do I follow the linearity of it all and let that take me to the next battle?
I can feign surprise both ways, but there needs to be a decision made and I don’t know how to make that decision at the present moment which of course creates its own path that I may or may not follow.
Maybe instead of all of this I shall just dig downward and then tunnel my way away from this situation in the hopes that I find something that I can get behind. That might present itself as something far more ideal, but of course it might not. There are so many options here and I just need to go slay some concepts and then continue on my merry way. That is what I need to do, but of course it may not be done, unless it is, leading to it being done.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:45:17
Not sure what to make of this one.
Written at home.