The next hour is going to be an interesting one as, including this bit of writing, I’m going to try and get three things finished and uploaded here. Maybe I’ll even try for four, but I’ll start with three first and see where that takes me.
I think that where this part will get me to is the completion of the first part. Shortly after a second thing will go up and then the third. Maybe I can get it all done in forty minutes, but I don’t want to push myself too much. I think twenty minutes per thing is good. That gives me a bit of time to not put too much pressure on myself, but of course I need to keep the pressure up so I can get the things done. There will be writing. This is writing. Therefore, this is part of the writing.
There may even be a photo.
I don’t know as to why I am writing this, but I am, so there you go. This is what happens when I wait too long to write. If I had tackled this in the morning, then I am sure that there would be some sort of substance that I would be able t0o get across with a great deal more ease, but instead this is just more of an announcement and then I will do the other thing;. That is what is going to happen today and I’ll make sure that it makes sense, or something. maybe there will be no sense to be made and instead you’ll all be left wi0th a mess, which is something I’ve said before so perhaps I should not go down that path and instead just focus on this and whatever it is that I’m meant to be getting across at the moment, outside of my being hopelessly lost and struggling and trying to get to the end of this so I can move onto the next thing sooner rather than later.
Already I feel the time growing short as I’ve started a little too late and therefore I need to move a little more quickly, which is no-t something that I’m doing at the moment as I’m relaxing a little too much, which is of course not a good thing. Or maybe it is.
Either way I am racing against the clock so I need to move a little faster than I currently am if I really am going to squeeze everything in. Makes it harder to do so if I move slowly, so fast is the way that I need to move and perhaps I am nearly there. Perhaps I can get to the end sooner rather than later, but of course it is always the hope that instead of “perhaps” it is “definite”. Maybe this will be definite. I don’t know. Will hopefully find out the sooner I get this done, or something.
See, now I’m stuck on a circle but hopefully soon it will stop.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:50:28
This was influenced a little too much by what I am trying to do and I think that really doesn’t help this bit of writing.
Written at home.