Alright, time to take the being busy back. It is Monday and it early both in the month and the season. Time to get on to whatever “it” is and be busy and all that stuff. Productivity time. And so on.
I don’t know where I’m going with this. Maybe I’m being led along by that. Who knows?
Anyway, I think that tis is the waking up to seize the day or something, but already I’m going backward and sitting in a chair and feeling the sensation of relaxing overcome me in a way that it normally does, but of course I need to fight this off so that I get some stuff done as opposed to no stuff done.
Will there be any doing of the stuff?
That is yet to be determined. What has been determined is yet to be revealed. What has been revealed has been disseminated, but is yet to be disseminated. It is an increasing inward spiral that seems to lead nowhere and not help with getting anything done other than announcements upon announcements, continually piling up until it is almost impossible to get to where it started due to there being far too much to dive on through in order to get to where it started as it keeps on piling on top of itself, but also increases its own height through increasing in places that aren’t necessarily the top of the pile, so there’s a bit of a problem there but surely it is one that can be gotten through so long as the work is put in, but of course that work might as well just be cutting the whole thing down and starting again as that might be much faster, if I am to be honest.
So anyway, I need to get busy and I need to get on with doing things so that I can announce that I am indeed doing things, but knowing where to start is always a difficult prospect.
Maybe I need not know and instead should just do as that seems to be the way to best approach this situation of my own creation and handling.
What if it is not the best way to approach? What if this approach puts me in a disadvantage, thus putting me in a disadvantageous position? I don’t know if this is going to cause some sort of nasty issue that I am unprepared to grapple with, so therefore maybe what I really need to do is rethink the way I approach this so that I can approach it in a way that makes more sense and thus creates a situation where success is more likely than it is less likely. That of course would be a great thing, or something.
With all of that being said, I don’t know where I am going with this and so I need to figure out the way to go ahead, but what I am saying is that it’s time to get busy.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:36:34
This was a bit of a struggle to write.
Not sure if that struggle was good.
Written at home.