That need. That drive is there. It is early morning and I feel the need to make something.
Well, it’s not so early in the morning now, but it’s still kind of early. The sun is out and it’s a little brighter outside, but ti was darker before.
It appears as though the day is going to be sunny and bright once more.
In here it is never sunny and bright, though a little light does seep in. A little is better than none, yet it remains not enough. Still, you work with what you have and all that other stuff.
So with that being said, I guess I should keep on pushing on to try and create something out of these words. The drive is there, but the aimlessness also exists and that poses a problem, but sometimes you can work a problem into its own solution. Of course it depends on what the problem is, but sometimes it can be done. I don’t think that it will be done here, but it must be said that it can definitely be done.
What cannot be done is the thing that I am not doing, though it too can be done. However, it might just be underdone. Or something.
I have no idea as to where I am going with this.
So anyway, the birds outside can be heard, as can the music of which is playing from the speakers connected to the device of which is playing music which just also happens to be the device that I am using to bang all of this out. There’s a sense of connection going on here and it might just happen to be due to the devices being connected. Maybe it is due to other things too, but the most direct thing is the thing that I just mentioned, so… yeah.
The desire to create does not necessary lead to a creation that could be described as having god form, but that’s not the worst thing in the world and so I consider this to be an exercise in exercising, or something to similar effect. However, I do feel the need to start working on wrapping this up and so I will start working on wrapping this up. I will find the way to the conclusion and once I have found it, I will look at something else once more. Then there will be a lot of procrastination and once that is done, perhaps something else will find itself revealed among all of the debris that I am summoning with the words I am using. Maybe then something will reveal itself and I’ll be able to come to a conclusion about the creation of this bit of writing, but of course there are other things to consider and all of that other stuff.
So anyway, with all of this being said, I think I’ll close this off. Not much space for rumination, but sometimes you create to create and so on.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:01:32
Thinking about this and how bland it is, but I’m not dissatisfied.
Feeling the drive to get things done at the moment and I need to capitalise on that instead of letting it slip away. In a way this helps get things started.
Written at home.