It feels like it is later in the day and maybe that’s due to already being active for a few hours, but I don’t know. It doesn’t feel this way when I’m working so maybe I’ve found a way to slow down time and get more things in. Maybe.
It almost feels like today is going to be a boring day, thus forcing my hand into being more productive than I have over the past few weeks. Of course this is just a bit of a complaint for no real reason, but at least I feel forced and compelled into not being lazy. Perhaps that is a good thing and I need to consider this day as such. Perhaps I will get many things done today, and if so, then awesome. I will welcome such activity levels of productivity, or whatever it is that “they” say, for I know not what they say; I just sit here and bang on the keyboard and hope the sentences makes sense.
We’ve a bit of heavy weather somewhere around, but right now it’s not right here and that’s a good thing for the time being. Don’t want to be dealing with the heavy rainfall and all that rain needs to stay inland and not become coastal, for it is inland where it is needed the most.
The clouds threatening to unleash at any time creates a certain gloom of specific intensity, but of course it is something that will or will not happen and all I’m doing here is projecting a sense of feeling and mood to a thing that does not have either a feeling or a mood, but that’s okay. That’s just something we do, I guess.
So I sit here and I write these words and I’m forced into being productive, but I know not as to which direction in which I should run, so I guess what I should be doing is trying to get these words finished and then move onto the next thing which I imagine will involve many more words, but perhaps of a more rigid variety as there are other things that I need to take care of and taking care of them is something that I will do in the way that I need to take care of them, or something. Still, there probably are better uses of my time right now, but I don’t feel as though I can complain as I’m still getting this done, and even if I wasn’t, I don’t think I’d feel the need to complain about whatever it was that I was doing as right now I feel that, so long as I am doing something then I am starting to warm up and get things done and that is what I want to focus on right now. I want to focus on the getting of things done and I want to make sure that that focus carries me forward throughout a day where things are actually done rather than my saying that they are done, for I’ve done far too much of that recently.
It is easy to pat myself on the back and walk away when I say I will do something, but I feel it might be easier to just do the thing. Not always of course, but often.
Anyway, once more it is sunny outside. The clouds have cleared and a sky is visible, but I know not as to how long this will last, for these things seem to happen in cycles of great regularity and great frequency when there is a bit of heavy weather about. Maybe it’s not even worth thinking about, but of course I think about it regardless, for it is something to consider and there are many things out there that require some sort of consideration, though perhaps this is not one of them, now that I think about it, but anyway, I still think about the weather as it is happening.
It almost feel as though there has been some sort of grand clearing, though soon the sky will be smothered once more as the clouds need to cover the sky so as to be able to impart rain on a given area… Or something.
Still, with all of this being said there is little denying that I need to focus on other things so as to be able to get those other things done, as today will be a day of great productivity. There is no time to waste; there is only time to create and so creation will be the order of the day. That is what will be required to be embraced for what remains in the day that is today for there are things that need to be done and all of that other stuff, so what I will do is do my best to stop talking in circles and get on with it, but first this needs to be finished, but that falls under creating and that isn’t such a bad thing anyway.
So, words said, sentences and the capturing of atmosphere that doesn’t hold still, and so I need to get on with things and hope for the best, for I need to hope that I stick to these things and get on with the doing and then once I’ve done that I will express myself in ways that involve grand repetition, among other things. However, before then this happens, then the next and the alternating brightness on a roof as seen through my window will allow me to see how bright it is outside, and all of those other things and so on and so forth and really, this didn’t need to be as long as it is, but I’m here and so therefore I will keep on going until this sentence ends, which is getting pretty close so I think I can stretch this out a little bit more, though I don’t actually know as to how much more.
The time it took to write one thousand words: 11:35:10
This definitely went for too long.
Written at home.