How good is being fatigued?
Well, it’s not actually that good but I didn’t have anything else to use to start this bit of writing off so that’s what I’m going for at this present and pressing moment in time where I try to knock out the whole series of words that I need to knock out in a short amount of time so as to be able to continue on with the other things so I can ride a vestibule formed from corpuscles down a lengthy slope that never seems to end due to never ending.
It’s not a fun time, let me tell you.
So anyway, I feel that now is the time to make the big revelation that all have been waiting for, but I don’t know where I’ve left it and so rambling about things in no particular order is the order of the day, as they say. Don’t know if I can get away with it, but I’m sure that if I struggle through this bit of writing for long enough, then the end of the writing will be revealed and maybe we’ll find that missing big revelation, though that is of course assuming that I even want to find it, which I do, but also don’t as that would mean then that I have to anchor myself to something and I’m not wanting to anchor myself to something. I’m more interested in drifting off and away and letting all that is flow forward in a matter that seems as random and chaotic as it does not, for that is the way that I will ride the waves onto the shoreline of my own imagination. Of course, that is assuming that I am even entertaining my imagination this morning.
I’m not. Or am I?
So anyway, I’m up to this point and now I need to work out how to proceed as there is no telling as to which way is the forward direction that I need to follow, but of course there is and so I’m just bluffing and all those other things. What I am not doing, however, is allowing for a sense of linearity, though if you do read this it is probably pretty obvious as to how I got from the start to this point, but that’s not something I want to address and so therefore I won’t and no one can make me address that, even though everyone can make me address that as it is something that exists and something something and I don’t know as to where I’m going with this.
I guess, what it is that I am truly saying is that there will be no revelation of the big variety today, which may have been a revelation if I hadn’t already alluded and strongly suggested such a thing, but on the plus side I managed to use the word “corpuscles” in here and for that, I have a small, yet smug satisfaction, so there you go.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:47:73
Well, not really smug, nor any satisfaction.
This one is a tired mess as I’m more tired than usual. That’s my excuse.
Written at home.