Alright, so I had written something out about how I was tired and I was going on a tangent, but then I lost the thing and now I’m starting again and that makes me feel annoyed. Sure, I’m not meant to announce that, in that particular manner, but I have now and it has been said and now I’m here. Not sure as to where to go from here, but I can confirm that I am quite tired and need more sleep, and also that I’m going to finish this off before I do anything else as I need to get this out of the way.
Well, I don’t need to, but once more I feel a strong compulsion to write and writing is what I am doing. I am feeling compelled to write whatever it is that I need to write and as such it is being put down on the screen and then it will be read buy someone at some point down the track. Well, maybe it won’t, but this is how I would like to believe everything will go down. I’m sure that there are other ways in which all of this could unfold, but let us just assume that this will indeed be the case.
Right now I’m typing with my eyes closed. I don’t know as to why I felt the need to mention that, but it is what I am doing and so I will keep doing that.
Either that or I won’t as it is not an efficient way to write; not yet, anyway.
So I’ll just sit here and twiddle my thumbs and hope for the best and get this all done, then move toward the next thing of which there is an idea and I’ll once more try to be something something and then there will be some sort of progress that can be measured in a way that shows progress rather than suggests.
Anyway, I’m tired and grouchy and I don’t want to do anything, but I’m going to do stuff and I’m going to get that stuff out of the way. I need to stop writing about that, but I can’t help but do so at the moment. Perhaps this is not a good thing, but it is a thing at the moment and it is something that I am embracing, though now that I think about it there are other, more important things to embrace, such as getting rest and resting well and then coming out on top of the rest feeling as though I am on top of the rest, and all the other things that come with all of that and so on and so forth.
I should also probably look at how I am going to end this bit of writing as right now I’m not sure, but I’m sure that with enough words and letters I will work out how it will end, but maybe I’ll fall asleep before any ending can happen.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:59:56
So this is a messy writing, which I guess goes without saying, but I still said it, so there.
I think I may have aimed for speed a bit too much which affected the overall quality. Had I slowed down by a fair bit and thought about what it was that I was writing, this may have turned out much better.
Written at home.