Alright, so it is the afternoon. This is the time where it is after noon.

What a revelation.

So I sit here and not there and I type this and not that and I need to think for myself for a second. I need to think about what it is that I am doing and not doing and what I could be achieving by not doing this and doing that instead.

There are options and I don’t want to think about those. I want to think about these and I just want the answers to come forward to me in a way that gets everything across in a really easy manner. Therefore I wouldn’t have to put in the work and could be content in what it is that I’m doing.

Now that I have that out of the way I must continue my rambling. You see, there still are many things that I need to do and get across before I can announce any failure to progress in a way that is satisfactory.

I think that I’m struggling at this point and it’s not even half of the way into the month as of yet. This is not a good sign, but perhaps I can turn that struggle into success. I don’t know if I actually can, but I think I can and if I think I can and I keep on pushing through with that, then maybe I can get there. Maybe I can get to the end of this and then have the whole thing tied up neatly in a way that suggests completion, but I need to first work out as to how it is that I can make all of this struggle into something that leads to success.

I think I’ll need a lot of rope. The rope could help me swing to things and cast grand aspersions for no real reason. If I have enough rope then I might even be able to build myself a horse and ride off into the sunset whenever I want.

I’m a simple person and I like simple things, but I digress.

So the struggle might be able to be worked with using a lot of rope and that will somehow lead to success. That will lead to the defeat of defeat and I will be much happier for it, or something.

There is the possibility that I won’t be happier for it and all that I’m doing is setting myself up for defeat. However, if I get on top of things, then perhaps there will be no defeat whatsoever and then that will be the end of that. It could just be success all the way upward and then with all that success I may be able to help others where I can. However, I need to deal with the struggling first as that is getting in the way of everything and it getting in the way of everything means that I’m not getting nearly enough done.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:48:85

Probably could’ve been better.
This feels really unfocused and not in a way that makes for enjoyable reading.

Written at home.