Five-Hundred Word Challenge 1039: Kind of Made it

Alright, the last thing now. I kind of made it. Might fall a bit short, but I think I’ll get there in the end.

This has been the most productive I’ve been in a long, long time. Is that a good thing? I’m not sure. I’m not sure right now and I don’t think I want to be sure. This is a difficult thing to maintain, but of course I can be proud about what I’ve done here, or something.

Do I have the right to be proud? Maybe. However, there remains a lot of work to go before I can determine any success found here in these words and the next ones. I don’t know if I can actually do that. I don’t know if I can lay claim to what I’ve done here as a success. Once more it is more of an experiment and it reveals things and smashes others. Therefore I will just declare this as a thing that I’ve done and I’ll look to move on. That might be the best way to proceed. Be better to not think too much about what I have and have not done and instead just get on with things. Look for a way forward. Explore and explore and then explore some more.

Still, I feel I’ve done alright. Even though I’m writing this in a way that is perhaps a little too much of an attempt at going fast, I feel I’ve done okay. I sort of made it and in that I guess I’ve done better than usual. If I could keep up at this rate I’d probably be happy. However, I don’t think I can do this every day.

I think the biggest thing I’ve learned here is that, so long as I have certain pressures on me I can churn out a lot of stuff in a short period of time. Whether any of it is good is something else to worry about, but the thing is that I’ve managed to get this done in a moth where I’m incredibly drained due to poor choices when it comes to participating in events when I’m already stretched thin. Such is life.

I think now that I’ve said that I’m really not sure as to what else I can say. I need to rest and I need to do that soon and perhaps this was not the best thing to do right now, but what am I going to do? I needed to update and I needed to keep on going. I’ve done that now and now I’m here. I’m sitting here and I’m in front of a screen and I’m banging this out in the hopes that I get it all wrapped up quickly, but I’m also tired and recognising the need to stop.

With that all said I guess I will now find the end to this bit of writing. I will then rest and I will rest in a way that implies my resting.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:47:62

I finished this about sixteen to seventeen minutes ago and took a brief break before uploading.

Not my finest writing but far from my worst.

Written at home.

About Stupidity Hole

I'm some guy that does stuff. Hoping to one day fill the internet with enough insane ramblings to impress a cannibal rat ship. I do more than I probably should. I have a page called MS Paint Masterpieces that you may be interested in checking out. I also co-run Culture Eater, an online zine for covering the arts among other things. We're on Patreon!
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