So goes the day and the day stretches out and all of that. I look out a window and in looking out that window I see a world that I could not see before, for the room I am in has changed and in that change there are other things that have changed and all of that stuff that goes on and so on and so forth.
I feel as though I am going slow, though it is likely that I am not going slow and I merely feel as though I am going slow. This is a bit of a thing to not worry about though as it does not matter as to how fast or slow I go. I have a new window and that is what matters at the moment and seeing as that is what matters at the moment I will talk about that matter.
I look outside this window and I can see fences and walls, and I can see trees and plants. There is more light and there is more space out there and it is much more pleasant. There is no need to have the light on in this room whilst working as there is enough light in here, and so there is less power being used whilst working. It’s a good thing, I think.
sometimes I wonder about things and maybe having this window will allow me to wonder more rather than less. It’s something I probably don’t need to think too much about, but I am going to think about it regardless as it is something that I want to think about right now, but perhaps thinking about wondering is something not worth doing at the present moment. Perhaps there are other things worth thinking about and thinking about this thing is thinking about something that is not worth think as it’s too referential to the self, or something.
It’s a sunny day outside and in a few ways that makes me feel a little less stressed as it’s just nice to see a change in the weather. At the same time I feel as though the rain is something to be missed right now. Seeing the sun out makes me think of the heat and and all the issues with water Australia has, and perhaps whilst it is good to be reminded of that, it’s something that, speaking strictly personally, I generally remain aware of even when it is raining a fair bit, so… yeah.
Today has been a bit of a ride, but it has been a smooth ride and for that I am grateful. There’s a gentle breeze and it seems peaceful, and that provides a brief respite from everything that weighs me down. Soon I’ll have to think about other things, but right now this is all okay and it being all okay gives me a small amount of relief that carries onward throughout whatever it is that remains of the afternoon, and hopefully also the evening.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:43:71
Easy, lazy write. Probably a bit too much dullness, but it’s a dull and pleasant day.
Written at home.