And so another day passes and the rain falls rapidly and then disappears, as is the way that it proceeds. It is all cycles and it cycles on a regular basis, and perhaps that is a thing abut this is also a thing and these two things have no relation to each other, so I’m not sure as to why I’m going on about it right now other than for the purposes of continuing on with whatever it is that I’m furthering at the moment.

I could probably write something better, but I’m sitting here and I’m sort of in a bit of a state where I’m just drifting aimlessly. I’m looking for something, but I don’t really care if I get that something right now as I want to keep on drifting and floating about. I’m happy to let it continue on as that lets me relax a little more. I just want to relax and let go and relax some ore after letting go, but my hands have been gripping tightly for so long and now I’m not sure if I can let go anymore, but I still can relax a little and if I can relax a little I can then unwind a little and hopefully I can get on with things feeling a little more rested and recovered, so to speak.

There’s no telling as to what lies over the horizon, but sometimes we can make some pretty good guesses and so I try to make some good guesses. Sometimes those guesses are bad, but you do what you can and you make the best out of your situation. I’ll try to make the best out of mine, but things here are pretty tough right now and they could very well get worse. However, I will keep on trying as I do my best to persevere, though sometimes it doesn’t feel like there’s a choice there, but maybe that’s a good thing, or something.

Anyway, I keep on trying and anyone who can also should keep on trying. Sometimes you need help and it’s fine to accept help, but you should also help others where you can. We all go on our own journeys, but we don’t necessarily have to do it alone all the time and we shouldn’t be making it harder for others.

Be that as it may, right now I will keep on relaxing as relaxing is what I want to do and soon I may be able to slip into a state that is far more comfortable, which is probably what I want and as such I will keep on doing it and relax some more and so on and so forth and then there will be some really relaxed bones within me and I’ll feel at ease for a while. Maybe I’ll stop gripping the thing too and then not worry about trying to get things done, but until then, there will just be the doing the relaxing and little else.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:43:18

This came mostly easy and I think that has to do with the meandering I did.

Written at home.