So I wrote this lengthy thing about car issues and I decided to scrap it. Not sure as to why I’m mentioning that except for that it has a reason to be mentioned and so I am now mentioning it and then I will go to the part where I explain the reasoning behind my mentioning this thing that happened.

I wrote out this lengthy thing about car issues and all that and it spun off into a small thought piece and I decided to scrap the whole thing. The question (if there actually is one) is going to be asked, but before it is asked I will choose to answer, for you see there is a reason as to why I scrapped the whole thing.

It was worse than usual and I couldn’t stand behind it, so to speak.

I’m not a great writer by any stretch of the imagination. Arguing that I’m a good writer would be an arduous task. However, there are times where I don’t put something out for various reasons. It doesn’t happen too often, but it did happen this time and so I scrapped a whole bit of writing that I had done. It was not good and I could not stand behind it.

Sure, it is fun to have a bit of a whinge here and there, but this was too much. It went nowhere (aside from the small thought bit), and I didn’t feel right sharing it in part due to that, and in part due to I don’t know.

Sometimes you do your best to put out something that will work in some way, but the only way this worked was how… embarrassing it was, and perhaps it was more embarrassing than usual.

Sometimes you need to hold yourself to a higher standard and so that is what I’m doing here. I am holding myself to a higher standard.

I don’t even know as to why I’m writing this. It’s not important and it doesn’t need to be said. I could’ve just scrapped the whole thing without saying anything, but I did not and now here we are, and I’ve no idea as to what else I can say at this particular juncture in time.

It was a bad writing and it was written and now I’m writing something else in the hopes to dispel the bad writing with even more bad writing. You know how it is, or something.

So anyway, I guess the big thing that I’ve learned from all of this is that sometimes you do a thing and sometimes it is bad. Now of course I already knew this, but here I am saying it as though I don’t know it, so therefore everyone lives happily ever after, expect those who don’t and I keep crapping on about stuff in an effort to create as much irrelevance as possible so that all is overwhelmed with grand irrelevance, making it all somehow relevant to everything for all time.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:33:02

I ran out of steam and so I switched gears and made things more silly.

Written at home.