So today has come around and I sit here and I wait for things to happen in an order that makes sense. There are sounds outside and there are sounds inside, but this has nothing to do with anything other than everything and nothing at the same time.
It comes down to how you view it, really. How do you view it? How do I view it? Is there anything to view at all? Maybe all is static and the sound is there, but it is static. It is not something in motion and therefore there is nothing here to analyse or overanalyse. Then again, maybe there is, but that’s not something I want to get into. What I want to get into is a smattering of words in an order that appears to make sense, but actually does not make nay sense whatsoever.
So now that that is out of the way I must admit that there is a need to continue on with whatever it was that I as doing before I started this. However, the order has been disrupted and now everything is disintegrating, so therefore I need to think of a way to save everything before it all falls apart far beyond whatever allowable limit for falling apart there happens to be as decided by whatever I feel like making the metrics and all that other stuff.
This said, I refuse to take action. I refuse to do anything about it as I don’t want to. I want to relax and listen to the cicadas in their chirping which seems to be getting louder, which I hope is a good thing. I want to relax and take it easy and forget about all of the things that I need to remember as that takes a lot of time and effort and I can only do so much of what requires time and effort, and right now my reserves are low as I want to be lazy and so my focus is on being lazy over anything else, really.
Anyway, now that I’ve said all of that I need to think of ways to go about getting to the end of this writing. This is something that I’ve done many a time before and I will inevitably do in the future. However, right now I am pretending that I have not and so I will continue on with what it is that I need to say in order to get to the end of this bit of writing.
What it is that I need to say is that I’m not sure as to how to go about getting to the end of this writing, but that may not necessarily be truthful and so I might not say that. Instead I might just procrastinate until I get to the end, then say that the end has been reached, then get on with my life as there is a lot of getting on that I need to do today.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:01:71
Very rough and messy writing, this one.
Written at home.