Day ticks away and so I’m going to try and get this done in under four minutes. It is something that I have not done in a while and it probably is a bad idea, but I still think it is something that I want to try and get done because it actually is something that I want to try and get done so I am going to try and do it.
I need to think about the things that I write and be more conscious of what it is that I’m putting out into the world. A lot of this is about the tedium of boredom and that isn’t always a bad thing, but surely there are better things that I can write about. Surely I can use what gift I have and write about things that are more worthwhile. I think about this sometimes and right now it is something that I am thinking of.
I think of a lot of things and sometimes I wonder if any of the thoughts that I am entertaining are worth entertaining. I imagine that, due to my thinking the thoughts that I think, I think that they are worth entertaining to some degree, but perhaps they really aren’t and all that I am doing is deluding myself about what it is that is and is not worth thinking about. Maybe I need to change the way I think about things and the way that I think in directions of some sort, but maybe I do not. It is something that is probably worth thinking about, but maybe not today.
Maybe later I will think about these things some more. I guess that sometimes that is the way that thinking goes. Sometimes you don’t want to think and sometimes you think that you’ll think about some things a bit later than you normally would. Sometimes you want your brain to switch off and sometimes you don’t. There are many things here that I am blaring out right now, and yet I say very little about anything, if I do indeed say anything at all. However, that is not something that I want to entertain right now.
No, what I want to do is get to the end of this and then when I am at the end of this I can get on with whatever it is that I was getting on with, which was a whole lot of being lazy and a whole lot of not much at all. Sometimes that’s just the way that things go and today is one of those days. It is not a day of productivity but I still should try and make the most of it, if there is indeed anything close to the most to make of it at all. However, that is not something that I’ll worry about right now.
I think that sometimes I try these things and they don’t work. Sometimes they do, but sometimes they don’t, but sometimes that’s okay.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:22:62
I’m happy with the speed and I think I may have been onto something somewhere in all of this. However, I know I dropped the ball and moved away from that something, so… yeah.
Written at home.