I did the thing again.
Yesterday I was going to write about a walk I went on that involved taking photos. It was just going to cover that and some thoughts and feelings about the thing but I didn’t have the energy in me to do so.
Today I thought I’d get on top of things and get things out of the way and then tonight would be smooth sailing. I guess I was wrong on that, but I’m here now and in being here I can get this done. Maybe I will write about the walk.
It was a walk to capture some clouds during the sunset and that’s all there is to say, really.
I think that sometimes I get ideas that I think will work and then in execution they don’t, but that’s not really different from the norm. I’m sure that a lot of people think the same and so I don’t know as to why I mentioned it as though it is some unique trait. I imagine it would be more unique to have ideas that always work out, but that’s neither here nor there. I think I should be thinking about other things.
Sometimes I sit here and I wonder as to why I keep sitting here. I wonder as to why I don’t go and find another job and I wonder as to what it is that keeps me glued to this seat. Other than being able to work from home, it is of course due to not quite being completely healthy again. Such is the way of things sometimes but you roll with the punches and you do the best you can where you can.
I think sometimes I don’t do the best I can, but I try. I try to be a better person and I try to get on with things and that isn’t always the easiest thing to do, but you still try. You make a go of it and you get on with it and you get yourself in a better position. You then try to help others where you can and work toward building a stronger and more accepting community, as well as a better environment overall. That’s what I’d like to believe anyway.
I think in saying all of that I should be worrying about other things at this particular moment. There is stuff to do and soon I will be in bed. Once there it is all over for the time of rest will be at hand, but of course that will not last for tomorrow comes along and then when the tomorrow is here, more things will happen in a particular order that allows something else to happen and you get the idea.
Sometimes you just have to ramble about things and so you ramble away. You don’t always have to, but sometimes you have to, but perhaps in the rambling something is revealed, but not always, but does that even matter right now?
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:57:98
Just a ramble.
Nothing good here but I like that it feels small.
Written at home.