Where did the day go?
It started this morning and now it’s already afternoon and soon it will be evening and this is not acceptable, as far as I’m concerned.
Time needs to slow down some more. It needs to slow down and allow me to get a bit more done. I’m on my lunch and I’m mashing this out as I don’t have much time left, but I need more time. Time can slow down a bit more right now. It has gone by too fast and I don’t know what to do about that, if I am to be honest. I do know that I could try and speed up myself, but then time might speed up more to compensate and that is something that I don’t want to have to deal with, so I’ll hope I will not.
What do I do here? How do I go about things? Is there even a thing to go about? What if there is no thing and I’m just struggling with whatever it is that I’m struggling with and through the struggling time has accelerated far beyond what I would deem as reasonable? These are the questions that I ask, but there is no answer; only mystery that I cannot dispel and thus must learn to live with, for sometimes the question needs not an answer and only exists to make one think and really I just want to think.
Well, I want more time to do things and thus I want time to slow down a bit, but I cannot do an thing about that right now and really, there probably is an answer the questions that I ask and I just want to pretend that there are no answers as that makes me sound more profound or something. I am yet to work this all out. However, maybe I will work it all out… at a later date. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but later. Maybe today. Maybe tomorrow. Not yet determined, as it were.
I think these things but really what I just need to do is accept that the day is fading away and I need to make the most of what time that I have. If I do not do that, then I don’t know what to do after that or even before. It’s all happening and I sit here and I hope, but hoping isn’t getting me anywhere so I just need to do other things and slow time down by going on a quest, but I’d rather sit here and do nothing then wait for success to come my way, come what may.
So anyway, I think that with that being said I must now work on slowing down time so as to be able to get on with some other things and I will work out how to do it through methods I do not yet know, but surely will at some point in the future which is yet to be determined.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:36:83
As I was writing this I was trying to rush as I thought I had less time than I actually did.
What a mess this is. It’s sloppy and uneven; it’s pretty rubbish.
Written at home.