I have so much catching up to do at the moment. The last few months have been much more sluggish to do and I am determined to catch up on everything.
The next few months are going to be really rough and that’s what I need to deal with. Procrastination really paid off and now I’m going to be incredibly busy and that falls on me and to be honest, I’m happy to own it. Well, maybe not happy but I’m aware of my need to own my lack of action and try and get stuff done and all that other stuff. Sometimes it happens but I should’ve been more careful.
I think what with the gradual winding down of this blog I let everything slip, here included, and it wasn’t a good idea. There have been other things going on too of course, but again, my stuff and I need to own it and so I am owning it and picking back up.
I’m kind of wondering as to how the next few months will look. Maybe I’ll come out really disciplined and be on the ball with everything. I doubt it; I imagine what will really happen is I’ll get to the end and be really stressed but also relieved, then get a bit lazy again. There is the possibility that I won’t get lazy again and I’m hoping I don’t, so maybe I won’t as I’ve the drive and all that other stuff that makes me sound good.
I think that there will be a lot of hard work at the very least. Not a lot of easy work, though I imagine there will be some easy work.
I’m not sure as to why I’m going on about this. There are far more important things to be crapping on about right now but this is what is coming to mind. Maybe it’s due to needing to head out soon. This is the first thing that comes to mind and maybe I’m just doing some expressing of my thoughts which is what I usually do anyway, so… yeah.
Anyway, there is going to be a bit more here and probably a lot more elsewhere. I can work through it all and I can get to the end. Still need to be in a more financially stable position in order to enable consistency elsewhere, but we’ll see what happens. I’m sure I’ll get to the end of it all and look back at it and go “I didn’t do nearly as much as I needed to” and so everything will be prolonged and it will become some sort of dragging myself across a lengthy space of time in order to play an eternal catching up on things, but maybe I’ll get there. Maybe I’ll get there sooner rather than later, but it’s all up in the air at the moment.
I think for now I’ll do one more thing and then start getting ready to do some other things.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:56:63
I was doing alright for time. Got to the last few words and hit a wall.
This didn’t need to be a word challenge but it is and for that it dragged on for far longer than necessary.
Written at home.