Blah, argh and all of those things. I sit here at the precipice of the transition into another month and I sit here trying to work out where it’s all going wrong. Maybe I should be trying to work out where it’s all going right instead.

It is morning, I’m getting started and I’m preparing for another run of NaNoWriMo. Well, maybe not preparing, but I am preparing some things as there are things that I want to get done before the end of the day and so I need to put in a fair bit of work before the day ends. Also need to put in a fair bit work work before work starts and so that is happening.

The last few days have felt a bit more derailed than usual but I’m here now. I’m getting this done and in getting this done I’m getting something done. Usual stuff, not the worst thing in the world, but not the best either.

It looks like today is going to be the last day of October for this year, though anything could happen between now and tomorrow. Maybe the month will extend itself and then there will be more October. Of course this buys me more time to prepare for the oncoming onslaught of words I will be spewing out next month, but maybe I don’t want that. Maybe I just want to dive on in and stretch myself thin and then go from there. Maybe that is what I’m going to do and so… yeah.

Now that I think about it, that is something that I definitely don’t want to do, so maybe it is better for the month of October to prolong itself so I can squeeze in a bit more tie and prep work before all goes to whatever it goes to when someone starts working to churn out even more than they usually do which is not a good thing to do as they should really start working on spacing things out a bit so they’re better prepared for whatever comes next, or something.

Anyway, I think that I need to find a way to convince October to extend itself so that we have more days this year and so I have more days to prepare to get everything done. If I don’t, then I don’t know what it is that I will do.

Really the best way to prepare is to work with the time that I have and then go from there, but this is not something that I feel I want to do and so this is something that I will not do. If I do it, then that would mean a practical and efficient use of my time, but that of course means a practical and efficient use of my time and I could better use my time screaming and kicking and planning out how to go about prolonging time.

Anyway, I think it’s time to start kicking and screaming with gusto.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:39:06

Not good, but a significant improvement over writing when tired. This almost went somewhere.

Written at home.