The rain has finally come and gone and it means that I do not have to water my plants today, which makes me happy as I did not get enough sleep last night and did not feel like watering my plants despite their need for water and nutrients in order to keep on growing in order to become big and beautiful and, in some case, produce goods for me to consume which will in turn help keep me sustained and going on into the path that is whatever lies ahead as it is a path that I need to traverse in order to keep on going toward something that resembles and tastes like the future of the destiny that I want to conquer with my hands, bare in the night and naked in the dark for I am merely a man who has many faults and is trying to overcome them by never looking back and moving forward with the determination required to continue on continuing on so that I can be a better person with every passing day and keep on working toward completing my dreams and desires as there are many that must be seen to completion one day at a time all the time so that is something that I must keep on going through, but sometimes I get scared and sometimes I get overwhelmed as it always feels like I am doing so much, yet I do not do much at all, especially when compared to many others out there so I don’t have much to really feel overwhelmed by, although I guess we do feel a little overwhelmed sometimes which is why we need to take a break on the occasion, but not so many breaks so that you end up feeling overwhelmed straight away anyway, therefore defeating the purpose of taking the break anyway so you might as well make sure that you’re not taking too many breaks unless you want to be stressed all the time as well as lazy because there is so much to do and whilst you do need the occasional break you also need to make sure that you are always doing something with your life for we are all alive for only so long and even the smallest thing that we can contribute to the world that may leave it in a better place, or the experiences that we accumulate can help shape who we are as well as the future generations that are yet to occur which is a reason as to why we should all be working toward our goals and desires so long as we are not causing others to suffer, or at least reducing the amount of suffering as much as we can so that there is more gain than loss and also so that you can drink that glass of orange juice in your chair by the fire with the smug satisfaction that is earned on a moonless night of rampant, joyous nudity.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:25:21

Yes.

Got stuck on a small loop, pulled out of it and reigned the whole thing in, bringing it right on home at the end.

go me.

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