Relax, relax and put on something smooth and silky to listen to. Need to hit that sweet spot and let it spin for a while. Relax, take it easy, sit back, enjoy and fall into a trance, or don’t, but still it is time to relax and relaxing is very much what is on the menu.
Or, at least it would be if I wasn’t sitting here continually running speed tests to try and get a data set of the frequent dropouts the Internet connection is currently experiencing and has been for more than a week now. We had technicians come out and somehow make it worse. It’s frustrating as I’ve got stuff I need to do that requires a stable connection that I now can’t, but I don’t want to talk about that right now beyond what I’ve now written. I kind of just want to relax and read my book.
My book is ready and I’m sitting here writing for the first time today and soon I’ll be going to sleep and I can’t relax as there is so much to do right now. There is much to do and I cannot relax until some of it is done, though realistically what will happen is I’ll write this, share a photo and then after that go to reading as I’d rather read than do stuff right now.
So perhaps there will be some sort of relaxing in the future that will soon become the present. Perhaps I will get to do my reading and then go to sleep and drift off and find a place where I can relax whilst in my dreams, but of course that will be shifted away by the process of waking up and becoming aware of myself and my existence once more, which will then lead into a bit of routine before I sit down and start working away on other things that need the attention of someone who decided to do those things.
There are things on my mind but they are falling by the wayside as I slowly actually do find myself relaxing, relaxing, and slipping into a state of ease. All the stress is washing away, Moving into that lazy state. I think I’m going to go to sleep soon, though by “soon” I mean in a little more than an hour as it still is somewhat-early at the moment.
I really should get to reading my book sooner rather than later, then. I need to put on something smooth and silky to listen to. I need to relax and take it easy and find myself in a state of being warm and comfortable and slowly drift off to somewhere else. Don’t necessarily need to fall into a trance, but maybe I will, but who knows for how long really?
Right now that person is not me, but I’m sure that with enough time and searching I’d find out as to whom, but I don’t want to.
Rather just relax.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 07:44:27
I think about this and think about how I could’ve written some sort of thing that suggests increasingly stressful things.
Written at home.