I’ve waited a little too long to do any writing during this particular shift and there is little time left for my break reserved for the period referred to as “lunch”, so I need to get moving pretty quickly and make sue that I get all of the thing done. So long as I get the thing done (which in this case is the writing), then I can do more things, or something. However, there is little time left so I need to make sure that I get the whole thing done quickly and I also need to avoid repetition as much as possible. Repetition is weighing me down as it is an easy grab and I’m trying to beat the feeling of not completing things without some sport of variety that is not on the surface, so I need to do the thing, or something. I think you get the idea.
Anyway, I’ve got all of that said and now I shall move toward whatever the next thing is so that I can add the sense of expression that overrides the sense of urgency. Can you see that this reeks of desperation? I can. Well,I can’t as desperation does not have a tangible form… or maybe it does. I do not know, if I am to be honest, which is something that I say quite a lot and now that I think about it I do not quite know as to why I say that so much. I guess there are worse things that I could be saying, but I need to stop replying so heavily on the phrase “I don’t know”, even if it holds a lot of truth and thus a lot of weight so long as I use it within a correct context. Using the term (or phrase) incorrectly may create some sort of confusion and nonsensical series of words which is something that I’d much rather avoid, if I am to be honest. Still, I should try and substitute it with something else for the time being, assuming that it is a time being and not a time doing, or something to similar effect and so on and so forth and you get the idea, because I don’t.
Anyway, with all of that out of the way I guess I should look more forward to the future rather than backward to the future. There are things in play and I am looking forward to the embracing of those things. If I can embrace those things then the embracing will be the thing that take sit all ahead. I think. I don’t really know, but of course there is only one way to find out and that way of finding out involves more going forward than back, so going forward is what I’ll do from now.
Either that or I’ll do it a bit later as I do have work still and that needs to be addressed before I can do anything else with my day.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:57:25
I’m quite happy with the time. Slowed down a little toward the end as one of my wrists started hurting, but managed to get under five minutes, so… yeah. The actual writing is… it leaves a lot to be desired.
Written at home.