Right now I am sitting here and feeling not well, but I am pushing through as I need to do things. However, this is not something I would recommend doing. It is much better that I rest but I’m not going to. I’m going to be stubborn and will continue doing the thing that I do which is the thing that I do, so I’m going to do it as it needs to be done.

Actually, it does not need to be done but I’m going to do it anyway as it is something that I do and doing the thing that I do is something that I do and therefore I will do it, though I still don’t recommend doing what I am doing as it is far better to look after yourself than it is to push through feeling not well in order to do things that can be done another day, and there are plenty of days in which these things can be done, but it just wouldn’t feel right if I didn’t do the thing that I keep on doing and so I continue in the pursuit of things that I shall not discuss as they don’t fit in with the thing that I am doing, especially as I am in the process of doing it which is currently happening right now, though of course this will be read after the thing has happened and so therefore it is not happening except for whilst it is happening which happens to be right now even though it is being read after it has happened.

Now, I think I know where I am going with all of this and all of that, but what this is and what this is not is yet to be determined, so therefore at the moment this is this and that is that and this will become that through the process of transition from the present to the past even though it is past read in the present and only read in the present rather than the past, though of course once it is read in the present it then falls into the past of which it was once read and therefore it was read in the past, but is not read in the past and can be read again but is this really something you will read in the present or in the future?

I think I’ve illustrated something here, but that something is certainly a thing of varying quality, some of which are neither here nor there, but therein lies the search for a place known as “here”, wherever that “here” may be, which just so happens to be over there but is no longer there when you’re there as then it is here and where you were pr3eviously here becomes there until you go back there again, in which case you are once more here and not there as where you once were becomes there once more when you’re here.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:42:95

Rather mediocre, but I’m quite happy with the result.

Written at home.