It’s cold and all that other stuff so I’m just going tog et on with the writing as the writing may just help keep me warm, or something. That’s the hope, but that is not the reason for why I am writing this bit of writing at this particular juncture in time.
The reason as to why I am currently writing this bit of writing is that the urge to write is there and writing is what I currently want to do, so really there’s little reason for me to be writing at the present moment other than the desire to write, which is something I desire quite often and do far less of than I’d like to do so, so yeah.
Consider this opening bit the announcement that I’ve nothing to work with this morning. also consider it notification that the rest of this will likely be a mess to read. Certainly won’t be a mess to write, however.
Or maybe it will.
So anyway, now that I’ve said all that I want to say for the morning, I need to move toward the other things that need to be said. The day has begun and yet the proclamations need to be made so as to know how it is that the day will fare, assuming that it will fare in any way, shape or form at all. However, there shall be no proclamations made. Instead of that it will just be all random stuff, or something.
I don’t really know, to be honest.
I don’t know as to what it is that I need to say from here and I don’t want to bear the burden of responsibility. Of course I only have myself to blame in this instance, but that is not something I want to worry about at the present moment. I don’t want to think about the hurdles I’ve set up; instead of going over them I just want to walk away from them. I want to walk slowly and calmly. Perhaps even with a hint of relaxation in my step. There are many other things I’d prefer to do, but right now I need to stare them down and let them know that they will be surmounted.
There are better things that I can do with my time. However, those better things are not going to come into play in any way, shape or form as the issue is that I’ve surrounded myself with hurdles. The hurdles are in every direction and so I need to eventually find a way to surmount them, so I will stare them down.
Maybe in the staring down of the hurdles they will bow to my will, but that is hoping for the impossible and so I need to think of other, more proactive things to do so that I can get them done and all that other stuff.
I think I’ve gone off the rails a bit, so let us just pretend that that all makes sense.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:47:12
For how messy this is, it was not exactly the easiest of things to write.
However, that is in part due to the keyboard having some issues with a couple of the keys starting to have issues with pressing them down.
Not a great read.
Written at home.