Alright, so I’m doing that thing where I try to get six posts done in an hour, or at least as many as I can in an hour, but this time it’s within fifty minutes as I need to do photography stuff tonight and don’t have much time before I need to take off, so therefore this is going to have a lot of pressure and so I need to take that pressure and try to turn it into diamonds, or something. We’ll see what happens.

Now that I have said that, I need to work out as to what else it is that I will say. I’m already struggling and in part it is due to being cold, but it also is in part due to jumping onto this and not thinking it through. It’s not as though I haven’t had the time either. I’ve had plenty of time and now I am already struggling. Writing about struggling isn’t that interesting to me at the moment either, but still I persist and all that other stuff, so it’s a matter of hoping for the best, expecting the worst and trying to get through it all in a timely manner. Partly I hope that I can at least keep the writing speed up. If I can do that, then perhaps I will get to the end of this in one piece.

Well, I’ll get to the end of this in one piece regardless of what happens, but dramatic use of pointless drama and all that.

I need to factor in time for editing and I haven’t done that, so this really does become a flight of fancy but without much acceleration, or something. I think that I can do it, but right now it really does feel like a massive struggle that I’ve set up for myself and so I… yeah.

I don’t really know as to what I should be writing at the moment, but something is coming forward and that is a plus. It’s not great writing, but it is writing. It is warming up for a thing that I’ve set up for myself and I need to make sure that I get it all done and all that other stuff… blah blah blah and so on and so forth. I think that if I make it to the end of this, then I can keep on going, but at this point I don’t know fi I will indeed make it to the end of this.

Maybe instead of this I should focus on that and then get on with other things and repeat the cycle and hope that somehow it all makes sense in the end, but maybe I’m also thinking about it all a little too much and instead should just keep on looking forward and see where that looking forward takes me, but right now… something something and so on and so forth.

So anyway, now that this is done, it’s time for something else.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:01:93

Not a bad speed but the writing suffered a lot more than usual.

Written at home.