Not enough sunlight filtering through this living room window for this kind of morning. There needs to be more. More sunlight and more words. More expression, as they say, whoever “they” may be.
Nut anyway, enough of that. There are other things at hand and at foot and it is up to me to do something about them, but of course I won’t as it’s cold and I’m lazy and what I really want to do is get into the blankets and lazy the day away, but of course I cannot do that as there are responsibilities that I need to address and take care of so I can go back to living my life and being lazy, but of course being lazy means the work piles up so that means I can’t be lazy at all and that really is a conundrum. It is a conundrum that I must tackle some how. Maybe if I get ahead of the work, then the work will be tackled, but who knows if that is even possible.
Maybe it is impossible for now, but maybe one day it will be possible to do the thing, or something.
Anyway, as I was saying, I need to do thing. There are things that need to be done. There will soon be walking and on that walking there will be the experience of life occurring.
It looks like it is a good day outside, but it also looks like a good day for writing if I am to be honest. I only say that as there are a lot of things of which I need to catch up on, but I’ve been slow and I’ve been lazy which you are all probably aware of anyway, but of course so long as I push through that laziness I can keep on going on and getting through things. However, the outside world really does await me and that is what I need to get on top of at the moment. Well, the walking, that is.
Less walking means less fitness and less physical activity, and considering that more of my day now is spent sitting down than it was previously, I need to up my game as they say. I need to be moving more than previously as there is a world out there that requires more fitness for me to be able to explore it, and by sitting here and not exploring it I am letting my time go to waste more than usual… assuming that I’m sitting here doing nothing of course, which more often than not I am. Not a good thing as far as I’m concerned, but of course this pertains to me and not everyone out there. Not sure why I felt the need to say that, but I did.
It’s cold outside, but the sun is nice and it is illuminating the world quite nicely so it is a good time to be among the birds and among the air and among the trees and so on and so forth. It is a good time to be using the legs to produce a motion that means moving forward and in a direction that I can see, and seeing as the sky is relatively clear and the sunlight is beaming down on everything, now is a good time to see in the forward direction if that is indeed possible.
Now is just a good time, though for some it might not be, so we should do what we can to make sure their lives are better. Of course we need to also make sure that our lives are doing well enough, but we also need to make sure that we help our fellow person where we can rather than just stride on y and ignore them when they are down.
But anyway, today is a nice day. It looks like it’s a nice, relaxing Sunday and that might just be what many people need at the moment. WE may need a break from things and having a break from things can be a good thing, but for me being busy after this walking will be a good thing, if only because it means I’ll be a bit more productive than I recently have been. Rather the productivity if I am to be honest. Well, I’d rather the laziness but in the writing of this lengthy ramble I feel as though I’d rather be productive, which seems to happen each time I go to write when I’m feeling lazy. Same with music. Something just switches in the brain and I get energised and feel like doing more things rather than less.
Now, there was a point that I was trying to make but I’m really not sure as to what that point was meant to be at this point.
I guess I should look for where the point when whilst I got for a walk and maybe I’ll be able to come back and tell you all what it was, but maybe there is no point and all that I’m doing is deluding myself into believing that I was trying to make a point which is quite possible. I’m good at being deluded some of the time. Not all of the time.
Right now I’m just good at sitting here and thinking about how I’m trying to finish this off but I need to go to the bathroom but that involves moving through cold air and that right now is something that I don’t want to do. I just want to sit here, but I need to go to the bathroom. That has to happen between finishing this off and going for a walk. Maybe it won’t happen. Maybe I will suddenly lose the need to go to the bathroom.
Tough decisions, let me tell you. Reminds me of a time a long time ago (about ten years ago, to be precise) where I was in the same predicament.
I came out okay.
The time it took to write one thousand words: 11:09:80
This post seems to go nowhere and I’m fine with that.
Written at home.