Been getting distracted all day. Need to find the focus that I need in order to get to the end of this, though I’ve only started. Very difficult to tell at this point if I’ll reach the end.
I guess the only way to find out is by writing all of this out and seeing what the whole thing is like by the time I’ve gotten to the last words, though realistically I’m not going to read over this once it is done. That may be a bad thing. It may be a good thing. There is the possibility that instead of either of those, it will just be a thing and nothing more or less. Could be worse I guess.
Well, I think I really should just get on with it and instead of trying to find the words that form the sentences, I should just find the sentences that create new words.
What am I saying?
I think that realistically all I’m trying to do is come up with something, but I’ve been lazy and I haven’t been exercising the brain and I’m feeling feverish and all I want to do is rest, but I need to get at least one thing done before the end of the day. Well, other than the other things I’ve gotten done, that is. Still, I don’t feel as though I’ve done much. I probably should’ve written this morning. Writing in the morning is often something I do and thus it usually is when I end up producing content, or so I say.
Well, it is a true statement, but… anyway…
So I’m sitting here and I’m trying to work out the words that I’m going to use, but really I’m doing my best to not think at all and just write and perhaps this really isn’t the night for it. Perhaps it was the day for it but I spent a little too long doing a little too little, though at the same time did a few things that needed to be done, though not enough of what I wanted to do, though that’s the way it goes sometimes and now I’m just rambling along and hoping for the best but we all know that that won’t necessary achieve anything. Oh well. Could be much worse.
I guess that on the plus side of this, I’m getting something done that involves words of the written variety (as opposed to other forms of words) and that is something, and so long as I keep on going, then I’m sure that I will get somewhere and I will get something done and I will find a way to reach the end of this, of which I don’t know right now if I will reach, but I’m sure that with enough time and effort I will, or something.
Anyway, with that all said I really should get ready to go to bed. It is late in the evening and I want to sleep soon.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:17:31
This is not good writing, but I felt a strong need to write.
Written at home.