For the first time in a rather long time I feel awake and it is a great feeling to have.
Well, to be fair, I feel awake most of the time so to clarify I feel significantly less tired than usual, which might just translate i0nto being more productive. Don’t know yet, but will soon find out. Or maybe I won’t; there still is plenty of time to tell and telling the time is not what I am doing at the moment. There are other things that I need to tell things and telling the time about how I need more time to find out how awake I truly feel is not something I have the time for, or maybe I don’t.
So anyway, I feel awake and it is a great feeling to feel awake, but of course it is fleeting so I best make the most of it whilst I still can. I could make the least of it, but in this being awake I should be more productive rather than less productive, so productive is what I will be, or maybe not. There are options. Work is soon approaching and that requires more attention, so maybe that will take up the bulk of today’s desire to be productive. Soon I shall find out. There will be the doing of the work and there will be the avoiding of the doing of the work in a lovely dance I refer to as “The struggle between not getting fired and doing other things”. It is a beautiful and dangerous dance that implies the requirement of skill, but i0n reality does not require much outside of the doing of the things. Such is the way of the dance.
Still, maybe there will be room for both things and therefore I’ll get a little bit more done than usual. This is what I hope and even though hope can be fleeting, it is a great motivator toward being more active about things, which often can be better than doing nothing, depending on how long you’re doing nothing for, of course. Rest is also important; you can never deny getting rest as denying that could have consequences that are unforeseen. It depends on how much you take on, I guess.
Anyway, with all of that being said I think that I should start getting ready. I have not much time left before I need to start digging into things and I want to make sure that I am indeed ready to go. I don’t want to be lacking in the department of readiness as that would mean that once more I am doing something that probably isn’t the best thing in the world to do, which would be racing about and therefore not feeling too relaxed about starting the day of work. I think that, considering that I feel less tired than usual I can pull it off, but who knows at this stage? Only can wind carry the truth with ease.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:37:05
I feel this increased in silliness toward the end.
A bit rambling which is fine. Could’ve been better.
Written at home.