Alright, so here’s a thing that comes forward on a cloudy day where the clouds threaten to rain.
They reign over the sky and then rain over the land as they move and shrink, then reform as some other formation somewhere down the line. Such is the way of things, I suppose.
I’m sitting here and I’m safe from the rain and for that I feel fortunate, but I also feel as though the day is being wasted ever so slowly. Perhaps that is a good thing, though perhaps that is a bad thing. I do recognise that it is important to have days off, but right now I feel restless. I could be productive, and I guess I am by doing this bit of writing, but I want to be productive outside and not inside.
Alright, so it is not raining at the current moment, but I don’t feel like going outside. I desire to go outside, but I don’t feel like it, and that’s not really important anyway. What is important is getting things done in a timely manner, and making the most of the time I have regardless of what I am doing.
Still, despite it being a gloomy day, today feels nice to some extent. It is slow and relaxed and perhaps in riding that there may be things that see themselves completed in a manner of acceleration, as they say. Maybe it won’t feel like some sort of acceleration, but the plus side is that stuff will get done and there is every possibility it will get done quickly. Then again, maybe nothing will happen at all, and perhaps that also is okay. There are other things out there far more important to deal with and so if this all goes by the wayside today, there is little in terms of worrying that will prevail.
Well, I say that, but of course there will be plenty of worrying and stress and a series of other things, but right now it’s all about basking in the glory of the relaxation and taking it easy, even though I am trying to race against a timer at the present moment. Still, this feels pretty laid-back in a manner of speaking. There is a pressure, but right now I’m not feeling it. I’m just doing my thing and taking it easy and all of those other things.
Would prefer to use a different keyboard, however. Still, worse things out there.
The room is warm and that’s nice. No air conditioning unit used and it’s just a nice and small time in the room, I think. Usually it’s the worst room in the house when it comes to any temperature, but right now it’s okay, and that makes me happy to some extent; well, maybe not happy, but content at the very least. Content is good, but I still remain restless and so in that restlessness I keep on banging away on the keyboard in the hopes that something comes forward and that something has some relevance to anything at all rather than nothing at all.
It does, but that’s neither here nor there at the current moment. Perhaps at a later moment when said later moment takes over as the current moment, that will be the case, but right now it isn’t and that’s fine by me.
So now that I’ve reached this point I might have a sip of my TEA and then get on with other things. I know that soon this will need to wrap up, but I almost don’t want it to. Almost. There certainly is much of me that does want this bit of writing to end as the sooner it ends, the sooner I can do other things and the sooner I can do other things the sooner I can move onto the other, other things that are out there that require my attention.
There was meant to be some gardening done today but I jammed one of my fingers in a ladder yesterday and so there is no gardening to happen today. Maybe not for a few days, but eventually there will be gardening again and that will be a day where there is some gardening done. It will be more than none. Besides which, it’s gloomy outside and even though I want to do things outside I don’t want to be outside in the gloom. Sure, it’s not that big a deal, but I feel like being delicate and demanding at the present moment. Besides which, I’m almost snug and for that I’m feeling quite fortunate.
Perhaps in the afternoon the clouds will clear and the day will reveal itself as a lovely one. During that time then maybe there will be more strength in the desire to go outside, thus leading to me going outside and experiencing the world that is out there once more. However, for now I will sit here and bang away and hope for the best and then do a bit of this and a lot of that, and slowly, yet surely something will reveal itself as a series of thoughts that loop a little too much, but at the same time not enough at all. Such is the way of things and such is the way of getting the things done, I think.
Well, maybe not right now, but maybe also. Who knows right now?
I think I’ve said all that I can at the moment and so I think that it will now come time to wrap this all up. Time to do other things and see where those other things take me. Perhaps they will not take me anywhere on this relaxed day, but that’s fine right now. There are other things that are more important and a lazy day is not always the worst thing to happen, so long as I don’t let the pressure take over, of course.
Then again, maybe I will. For now though, who really knows?
The time it took to write one thousand words: 11:22:94
Somewhat fast writing.
Not exactly great writing, but it feels mostly relaxed, I think.
Written at home.