Alright. It is time. I have some time so I need to make the most of it. Once more I’m going to do that thing where I try to get a lot done in a little amount 0f time, but I don’t know if I will make it, but that’s part of the fun of all of this.
I’ve been in a bit of a funk and I need to get out of it as there are things that need to be taken care of and so I need to work on pulling myself out of said funk. I need to grab onto something and slowly get out of what it is that I’m in so that I can do better and get better at the things that I want to do, but I need to do my best so as to be able to do the thing and all of that other stuff and so I think I’ve made the point that I’m trying to make.
Not sure as to where to go from here, but that is part of the challenge. That is part of what I need to rise up to and defeat if I am to stake my claim upon that which I am trying to stake a claim upon, assuming that I am indeed trying to stake a claim upon anything at all, as really I’m not; I’m just trying to find a way to buy time so that I have time to buy time.
Anyway, with all of that being said, this is the next bit and I am already struggling. I am trying to find the words and put them in an order that can be described as succinct, but I think that I just need to rest and take it easy for the rest of the evening as already this has been a long going and I’m feeling sweaty and therefore I need to take it easy so that I can take is easy. I need to stall and buy some time so that I can find out how to best rest and relax and in doing that then I can go to whatever is next and find that. I can find that and open it and see where that leads me and then I will walk through some more doors and in walking through those doors I will then something something and so on and so forth and you get the idea.
I look out the window and it is getting dark, but that is mostly due to the sky being obscured by clouds and that is something else that I need to deal with at some stage, but the best way to deal with that is by going about my business and working out how all of this fits together. However, none of it does and so I find myself struggling once more, but part of the challenge is overcoming the struggle and so I’m sure that I will eventually.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:38:97
I was stalling quite a bit with this one. Bit of a mess and highly aimless.
Written at home.