Sometimes you just feel the weight of your body and it weights you down as you try to do things and so therefore you have difficulty in getting things done. Such is the way of things on the odd occasion, but you get on with it; you get on with life.
It is raining outside, but it was always going to be raining outside when it started raining It comes in waves almost – the heaviness that is – and it hits hard when it needs to, and pulls back when it needs to, which is when it falls.
The rain falls and I feel heavy, but soon I will be walking through the rain as I need to walk and stretch my legs and do all of those things that people do in order to stay healthy and active, and then some. I will do all of the things and as I do all of the things I will do it with a scowl and hope that everyone sees the scowl and realises that I am serious with my scowling. I hope they will realise this, then look within themselves and understand the issues that have come up as time circles around on itself. It will be what it will be and there will be a moment where existence becomes an immaterial concept that is beyond our understanding for our need to understand will focus itself elsewhere, and that will be how it all goes and I will be there, present in the experience of this staring, as will that other person. However, they will not be scowling and I will. I will hold the power.
Now, where was I going with all of this?
Anyway, I don’t know as to where I was going with all of this and so I keep on going on about other things, but there will be walking in the rain, but I hope I won’t get too wet as I want to stay dry to some extent. I want to get this done and I want to stay dry. I don’t want to get wet, but this is a choice I am making. I will take the heaviness of my body to the outside world and I will experience it in the present and then I will do something things followed by some other things. From there I will come back home, have a shower, then get on with my day as that is something that I need to do, for today is a day of work and I need to work and so on and so forth.
I think I need to think of something less dull and ridiculous to say, but I can’t think of anything at the moment as I’m currently banging away on my keyboard, racing toward the end and hoping that I get to the end of this in one piece, but I will and then I will go and start walking along the street and among the rain.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:37:44
This was a lot of fun to write. It’s messy and… well, messy, but it was really fun.
Written at home.