Well it is the start of the day and the start of the day means that I need to get things done. Going to try and power on for a bit due to the sluggishness I’ve had over the past couple of weeks, but what a couple of weeks it has been.

There has been the doing of things and the looking at other things. There has been work and procrastination, and there has been a myriad and bevy of other things that fall into a particular order so as to create a sense of continuing narrative through disconnected events and scenes and ideas. Such is the way of things that happen in life and therefore such is the way things will continue to go.

So I think that I need to get warm and get fired up and get things done and I need to keep on weaving this thread through things. So long as I can keep on doing that and keep on going then surely the narrative will continue on and if that continues on then there is a strong suggestion of things continuing… I think. I’m fairly certain that that is how all of this works and so I’m going to assume that that is the correct case.

On a more serious note it would be remiss for me to deny that there are various ways to go about talking about the continuing of life and how it all occurs and all of that. It’s something to think about; specifically the way we talk about how events through life are interlinked and how things seem to be connected or disconnected, and in general how we talk about how we travel through life.

There are a lot of things to think about, really.

So I think about those things and then there is more thinking about things and it all continues on in a long and lengthy dance and then the dance ends and that’s it, and you’re left wondering about how much definition and meaning and all that matters, but it probably doesn’t and does matter at the same time. Maybe it only matters at certain points.

Then there are other things to consider and all that stuff and perhaps I don’t want to think about all of that right now. Things are grim and the last thing I want to be doing is contemplating existence, but then again maybe it is the first thing I want to contemplate and all my denying this is just a way to try and move toward a different subject. Who knows?

I’m sure that with a deep enough dive I’d be able to work it all out but that’s not for now, though maybe it is and once more I’m trying to deflect. With that being said, I’m just going to try and focus on writing right now. There is a long day ahead and there is a lot I need to do, so now it’s time for doing.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:11:67

I was going pretty quickly early on here but I slowed down. I think that was a good thing though. This doesn’t read well but I was actively thinking about the topic I was writing about, which is against the point of these, but I’m fine with it here.

Written at home.