More lack of sleep leads to idling and laziness and it’s not good but it is something I need to deal with so I’ll keep on dealing with it. A lot of the day remains, however, and it also remains busy so I’m stuck here trying to plough through everything but I’m afraid I cannot, but I can so I don’t know where I’m going with that sentence.

Lack of sleep sucks but there are worse things and I’m still here and powering on so that is what I’m going to do. I’m also going to try and get a few more than a very small amount of things done and all that.

It rains and I think about the rain and also I think about how the typing is making my TEA vibrate and that’s an interesting thing to think about and I’m really struggling to summon a topic to go on about at length right now. I think I’m just too tired to be of any sort of use right now, but even so I am fulfilling a form of use by being tired here. If I tell that to myself enough then surely something good will come of it and so I will just keep on doing that. Eventually it’ll all pan out and the heart of success shall face its final victory, after which it’ll see more victories to face. However, until then I will work out what I am trying to say.

Somewhere among the mess there is something that should make sense and what that thing that makes sense is is me saying that I hope that some of this makes sense. Of course I have no way of guaranteeing anything but I try and I hope and in my hoping I try some more. Perhaps that is what all of this is saying; that you need to keep trying and pushing on, but I feel a better message would be that it’s good to try and sometimes you need to push on beyond when you think you should give up, but you also need to know when to quit.

In any event I’m sitting here, I’m tired and I should go to the bathroom as I need to go to the bathroom. There’s no good in holding things in when it is unnecessary. Can do some bad things to your system and so it is good to not hold onto things that you are better off ridding yourself of if it is advisable and better to do so, but this is not a place for offering advice. This is a place where nothing happens and everything turns around on itself and then even more nothing happens. That’s what we’re here for and that is what will continue happening, unless it stops happening and then if it stops happening something else will happen and thus another cycling comes forward and that’s the way things roll, but sometimes they don’t.

Anyway, I’ve probably said enough.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:13:42

This was difficult to write and I think it’s due to the length of my fatigue.
It’s pretty bland writing.

Written at home.